Saun 12, Evening, Arc 716
"Milady! Get below deck!"
Normally Tuuri would argue. No, that wasn't quite true, she wouldn't argue. Being arguementative, while a viable option for last resort tended to make people not want to work with you in the future. Plus it brought you sharply into focus rather than letting you slide by. She would smile ingratiatingly and point out that on this trip she was no ones Lady, she was only an Apprentice.
This however, was when waves weren't dwarfing the trading cog. When the rain wasn't falling horizontally. Falling being far too gentle a verb. Falling was passive. This rain was not passive, this rain was going to mug you, take your purse and your kidneys and leave you in an alley somewhere. And the wind! Obviously, as it was what was driving both the waves and the rain, but still it howled like a wild thing and made one feel like they might be blown off the deck at any moment. Tuuri didn't get consistently seasick anymore, but she was still a relative novice on ships, and knew she would get in the way more than she would help. Knowing when to let go of the reins and let others take control was one of the keys to success.
So no trace of her usual smile on her face, and knuckles white, she made her way below deck to the closet that was her assigned room. Normally an Apprentice would bunk with the sailors, but given her station that would hardly have been appropriate. She'd needed somewhere to sleep and change in private, so a literal closet had been re-outfitted with a hammock and a lap desk.
She briefly eyed the hammock, before discarding that idea. The way the ship was being tossed about she'd be tied up in bits. Instead, miserably she sat on the floor. At least this way if she stretched her legs out with how narrow the room was she could brace herself against the worst of the tossing. In spite of herself, as the storm stretched on with no signs of abating, she felt her eyes growing heavy. There was only so long one could maintain a state of panic without something to actually do to express it. As the traders continued to fight the storm up above, Tuuri drifted off into sleep...
She came awake suddenly, heart racing, trying to identify what had woken her. She had only trills to wonder why before the sound that woke her came again, the groaning of strained wood followed by a sharp crack, and barely heard over the wind, the panicked yells of men up against a power they could not fight. Suddenly she felt something she shouldn't have. Something cold and wet against her toes. There was water in her room. Nervousness slowly being pushed aside by a panic so big that it could have blotted out the sun, fear a physical lump in her throat, Tuuri rose, grabbing her backpack and slinging it on. It would be fine of course, they were fine, but she didn't want to leave her pack sitting in a puddle, that was all.
She moved to the door, but was thrown into it instead, when the ship lurched again, and this time it didn't right itself. Tears in her eyes and new bruises likely forming, she went for the door again. It wouldn't open. Whatever had happened had warped the frame. She was trapped. Hyperventilating, and truly crying now, for she'd never felt quite so threatened and certainly not without someone there to help her, Tuuri put her shoulder to the door, cursing the days spent curled up with books. Throwing herself against the door with increasing desperation, Tuuri was finally rewarded for her efforts, in a sense.
The door flew open, but rather than the familiar underbelly of the cog, Tuuri got a brief flash of jagged timber and the howling storm before her own momentum carried her forward and she fell. Fell through the shattered ship and into the waiting, violent sea.
Flailing, trying to remember what she'd heard about swimming, coughing as the salt water made its way down her throat, Tuuri fought to keep her head above water. Every now and again she heard voices and tried to call out, but her mouth filled with water each time, and with the chop of the sea she could see no further than a few feet ahead of her. Eventually her hands, trying desperately to paddle and keep her afloat, earned themselves skinned knuckles on what was once a piece of the ship. at first she drew back with a whimper, thinking of tales of seamonsters, unfriendly Mer, Kraken and the like. And then in desperation she reached out, clinging to the wood as if her life depended upon it, which it probably did.
Saun 13, Early Morning
For breaks she clung to the wood, still mostly submerged, shivering, bruised and afraid. As the storm blew on, pushing her from its center out towards its edges, she reached the limits of mindless terror, and fell into a numb, resolved place. She would die. There was no one to save her and she was too far from home. She would not die well either. Her Qi'ora blood meant she would live for longer than a human. She could filter the water around her, it was starvation that would slowly, slowly take her, assuming no beasts came to rend her limb from limb first. She saw only the grain of the wood below her cheek as she began to wonder whether it would, perhaps, be a better death to let go. To let herself sink below the waves. To let the sea fill her lungs.
Would that be so bad?

