2nd Vhalar 719¤
“You said we’re going into The Ruins more right? Would be nice. It’s my first time here actually. My father used to promise that we would come here for my first hunt… but.”
She shook her head.
“Of course that never happened. The man was a specter to me, as was my own mother. I feel like I was raised by wolves, those wolves being myself.”
Hygge turned an eye to her, he had been meditating,
“Hmmm. Some people who are abandoned early on just learn how to fend for themselves. There’s scars left behind, surely. But it’s a rare breed who comes out without bitterness or being self centered.”
But Dula felt like she was bitter and was definitely self centered. She was a coward when it came down to it. Had spent her life lying and hiding from people. In a way it was as if she was also trying to hide from herself, and that was the exact dialectical reason she knew that being here just felt right. Didn’t Hygge call it destiny? Or was that fate? She couldn’t remember. Whatever it was, she was sure that her life was changing. Trying to fit in with the townies never worked, never would. She had a flashback to Rakvald, the man she trained staff with, who was just as odd as her, if not more so-- but happened to be the only person that day who took her seriously. Ugh what did it all mean? The throbbing behind her eye came back.
Yet here she was, learning about how to become a mage from a real, live wizard who also seemed to take her seriously. It was as if her luck for once in her life was turning; the little girl deep inside Dula who would play mock treasure hunter sat at a fabled spot in Desnind townie folklore, known for hiding secrets. Still, why did she feel so empty? So empty and so restless. It had to be that she just couldn’t believe herself to be standing here; on that train of thought she half expected Hygge to change into the man with the jingling bag and start cackling at her. She must be dreaming.... The truth was, she wasn’t, the pain was real behind her eye and the danger of the Lori was all around her.
Her Spark was hungry. Just as restless as she was. They made a good match.
“I’m ready for the second part now Hygge.”
Came her remark.
“Good. Next up is dowsing, man. This is a bit more difficult, in fact compass should be next, but I want to push you man, I think ya need it. Dowsing is when you try to find something you haven’t already attuned to. What I want to focus on is desire, man. So desire isn’t just the carnal impulse of sex or lust, but a deeper emotion. Ha! Such as the desire to win or the desire to kill. Desire is an intense emotion and will be easy to dowse, but the process of stepping into dowsing’s shoes won’t be easy. And like I said before. Just be careful. Don’t overstep. Let’s go in, have your staff ready.”
“You said we’re going into The Ruins more right? Would be nice. It’s my first time here actually. My father used to promise that we would come here for my first hunt… but.”
She shook her head.
“Of course that never happened. The man was a specter to me, as was my own mother. I feel like I was raised by wolves, those wolves being myself.”
Hygge turned an eye to her, he had been meditating,
“Hmmm. Some people who are abandoned early on just learn how to fend for themselves. There’s scars left behind, surely. But it’s a rare breed who comes out without bitterness or being self centered.”
But Dula felt like she was bitter and was definitely self centered. She was a coward when it came down to it. Had spent her life lying and hiding from people. In a way it was as if she was also trying to hide from herself, and that was the exact dialectical reason she knew that being here just felt right. Didn’t Hygge call it destiny? Or was that fate? She couldn’t remember. Whatever it was, she was sure that her life was changing. Trying to fit in with the townies never worked, never would. She had a flashback to Rakvald, the man she trained staff with, who was just as odd as her, if not more so-- but happened to be the only person that day who took her seriously. Ugh what did it all mean? The throbbing behind her eye came back.
Yet here she was, learning about how to become a mage from a real, live wizard who also seemed to take her seriously. It was as if her luck for once in her life was turning; the little girl deep inside Dula who would play mock treasure hunter sat at a fabled spot in Desnind townie folklore, known for hiding secrets. Still, why did she feel so empty? So empty and so restless. It had to be that she just couldn’t believe herself to be standing here; on that train of thought she half expected Hygge to change into the man with the jingling bag and start cackling at her. She must be dreaming.... The truth was, she wasn’t, the pain was real behind her eye and the danger of the Lori was all around her.
Her Spark was hungry. Just as restless as she was. They made a good match.
“I’m ready for the second part now Hygge.”
Came her remark.
“Good. Next up is dowsing, man. This is a bit more difficult, in fact compass should be next, but I want to push you man, I think ya need it. Dowsing is when you try to find something you haven’t already attuned to. What I want to focus on is desire, man. So desire isn’t just the carnal impulse of sex or lust, but a deeper emotion. Ha! Such as the desire to win or the desire to kill. Desire is an intense emotion and will be easy to dowse, but the process of stepping into dowsing’s shoes won’t be easy. And like I said before. Just be careful. Don’t overstep. Let’s go in, have your staff ready.”


