Ashan 3, 719
Qit'ria was down by the lake, her bundled up ball of joy bouncing in her lap. The ghost woman was looking out over the lake, pondering on the reflection of the moons upon its perfectly smooth surface. It had been twenty three trials since she'd died. She looked off to her right, down the coast of the lake. She could see the spot where she'd died. It still brought her great grief to look upon it. A pain in her shoulder where her arm was ripped off shot through her. She remembered laying there, blood and bodies all around her. The blood was her own, the bodies were the undead she'd managed to put down. But something didn't add up... She had been killed, and yet, there had been no mention of more undead making their way to Faith. What happened to them? Her fists were clenching when Caza piped up. "Ama!"
Qit'ria broke into a smile, completely forgetting about where she'd die. "Yes little Blackbird, Mama's here." She rubbed her nose to her daughter's finishing the thought. I'll always be here. Qit'ria looked down to see that the lake's tide had come in. She hadn't even noticed it, hadn't felt the water or coolness. It was so strange to see how such small things could go unnoticed in death. She stood up, stepping away from the lake, holding Caza close. She saw the little girl's breath fog in the air, but the baby seemed unfazed. After all, Faith had made her some of the warmest clothes possible.
Looking off to the left, she saw a campfire down the way. Qit missed warmth. She felt no heat, no cold. Just nothingness. It was lonely, but not from people. She felt lonely from the world around her. "Bragaba!" Qit'ria smiled at her daughter's enthusiasm. Might as well go say hi. Qit hadn't been the most sociable creature in life, but in death, she was trying to be. At least, for her daughter's sake. She suspected that Caza would be saying words soon. Real ones. If only Yeye could be here to see that.
Qit'ria walked toward the campfire, seeing a couple people sitting around it, cooking something. Qit missed food too. She never ate like a queen, but she still enjoyed it. She missed tasting things, smelling things. She missed the pangs of hunger she would feel, to spur her on to go hunting. It was strange, having no survival instincts, no yearning to keep going. No selfish purpose. Her only role in this life was to raise her daughter now.
As Qit got closer to the fire, she held Caza protectively away from the man and woman there. "Hello. I eat you." She saw the color drain from their faces, when Caza decided to help as well. She roared like a little bear cub, flailing her arms. "Please."
The sight of a transparent woman, carrying a black skinned, red eyed baby asking to eat them was apparently too much for the young lovers. They screamed and ran off to the road, heading toward the city proper. Qit'ria was confused by their reaction. She'd just wanted to join them. She hadn't even tried to be scary. And Blackbird wasn't that scary yet, try as she might. City people are weird.
She moved over, sitting down on a log, watching some sort of stew simmer in a pot. Frowning. She wanted nothing more in the world than to try eating it. To smell it again. But instead, she could only just watch.


