15th Trial, Cylus, 706a
South-West outskirts of Middlecleft
16th Bell
South-West outskirts of Middlecleft
16th Bell
Continued from here
The high couldn't last forever. The numbing, narrowing rush of the fight. There was a simplicity there that he craved. A purity of purpose. You, your enemy, and all the multitude of moves and counters you could make. Stretching on across dimensions of contest until there was a Winner, and a Loser. Alive or Dead. Plus or Minus. The world fell away, your past fell away, all concerns and fears and shames and forgotten dreams were just that: forgotten. Until that last blow was dealt and you had the answer to the terrible wager you had both made.
Kasoria hated these moments. The aftermath of all his efforts. Because they allowed him time to think upon what had happened. What the consequences would be. The buzzing, deafening roar of battle ebbed away, like liquor from a glass or storm from the skies. Then there was peace. Time for the mind to focus on what you'd done, and what you would allow.
"Pl... Please..."
Such as the barely living thing in the narrow hallway leading to the backdoor. He could glimpse it, ragged and torn, covered in blood. Weakly twitching on the floorboards. Kasoria walked through the still house, silent save for the pot bubbling over above the fire, and the steadily cursing figure squatting next to it.
"What happened?"
Venger turned with a scowl and lifted up his bloody foot. "Fuck does it look like?!"
There was no reaction from the little man, and finally Venger just rolled his eyes. Fucking Kasoria. Always so inscrutable. He went back to trying to yank he crossbow out with a pair of fireplace tongs, paying the man no more attention. Kasoria returned the favor and kept walking. With every step he saw more of the wreckage left by the duo that were watching the back. Namely, the woman dying in the middle of it. Further down, by the door, was a man made nearly headless by what looked like some crushing blow. Chunks of brain and shards of bone were splattered everywhere. Bloody footprints around, past, over, even on the woman, and as he approached the bedroom-
-a grip so weak a baby could have broken it found the bottom of his breeches. He looked down into the eyes of one that should not still live. Chose your woman well, Miyam, he thought. He knelt down and looked over the woman. There were lumps in her chest and her legs and arms that... were not growths. They were shattered bones. Fragments probably piercing her organs. One that nearly knocked her jaw clean off, and yet...
"... pluh... pluhse..." She gasped without tongue or teeth, beseeching him. "Dun... Dun let... him..."
Him. Kasoria swallowed and forced down the same, indignant, pointless outrage he'd been fighting for trials. Every since he knew who would be in this crew, this death squad, traveling far from the Big Rock to slash and burn the Family Miyam. The fear, the horror, the naked terror a parent felt for a child... Kasoria knew what it looked like, even if he'd never felt it himself. Only one among their number could evoke that in such a personal way.
Demented cunt.
The killer reached out and picked up the simple knife the woman had tried to use. Failed miserably, too, but still the courage of her was impressive. One woman, without skills or training, standing before two callous murderers festooned with weapons and deadly intent. But she'd not ran. Hadn't abandoned her children. Fought to the very end and now, refused to even die and free herself from her pain.
So help her.
The voice was so small, now. It had grown so distant. Kasoria heard it, but it was like trying to grasp wet rock with soaking fingers. It was there, then it was gone. Leaving nothing but the coldness that looked down at her... and thrust the knife into the side of her throat.
Sandra gasped, one last time. Her grip was strong again, for but a moment... and then her hand fell, limp and spent. Her eyes followed suit, and a trill or two later, her whole body just seemed to... deflate. As if her soul was finally free from such agonized bondage, lifting up and fleeing this place of wrath and ruin and horror. Kasoria did not begrudge her that. He knew he should have dragged her outside, too. But would she have even survived that?
Still disobeyed ordered. Mister Handy back there won't be happy.
He touched his dirty fingers to her face, and closed her eyes. He'd deal with that later. For now-
"Awwww, Kasoria," a sickly sweet voice said from the bedroom. "I didn't know you had such tenderness in your heart."
What I would give to be able to end you...
Merry looked pleased with himself. Happy. Refreshed. Relaxed. That in itself was enough to make Kasoria's stomach turn. He knew exactly how Merry got in that state of being. It involved pain the likes of which he'd never known.
He looked around the room and saw dead children. On the floor in front of him. The oldest son, dead trying to hold the door closed, killed in an instant. By the open window, curtains flapping around it like frightened wings, was a younger boy. Barely up to Kasoria's nose. Bleeding out on his back from some wound to his front. But he knew the worst was to come. He ground his teeth. He steeled himself. Then he dragged his gaze to the bed...
"Shhhh," Merry said, pulling his pants back on. "I dare say she quite exhausted me, my friend."
He was on him in an instant. Without wounds from his fight, without exhaustion to impede him. Just a flash of movement as Merry's crow of laughter filled the room, then the chuckling monster was shoved against the wall. Kasoria's gladius was in his hand an instant later, cocked and leveled, and... and...
"Oh, come now, Kasoria." Merry pouted like a schoolboy who'd been caught stealing chocolates. "Must you judge me so harshly? A man is entitled to take some enjoyment from his labor, is he not?" He put up a finger, grinning, excited, heedless to death bare inches from his face. "Or, one better! To have your pleasures be your labors. Must you hate and revile me for that, Kasoria? For simply being a luckier man than you?"
Kasoria was all teeth and flaring nostrils before Merry. Refusing to take his eyes from him, lest they slide back to that naked, bruised mass of flesh laying on the bed. She'd been sleeping in it, not a break ago. A single break. She'd been innocent and dreaming. Not understanding what was to happen to her, or why. Then they'd come, like wraiths from nightmares, and they'd laid waste to everything. Everyone. Every dream they'd had and love they treasured.
Kasoria stood in the wreckage of a life that had been loved, and valued. He stood there, because he'd helped destroy it. And Merry knew it.
"Get out of here," was all he managed to say, gripping the man around the throat a touch tighter to stall his response. "Before I decide I don't care what Carrow says about ending you right fucking here."
"As you command, good sir," Merry said, buckling his breeches in the tight space between them. Still smiling. Still joking. Still carrying daemons in his eyes. "If you'd please...?"
Kasoria stood aside, helpless and useless. No. Neither one of those. He had Miyam's blood smeared on his hands and Larks' on his shoes. He didn't even pause to remember Jonas. He doubted anyone else would, either. But he looked around as Merry traipsed away, swinging his mace like a conductor would a baton, singing some happy tune as he went. He looked and saw dead children.
You helped let this happen. That's like doing it.
Because you didn't just stand aside. You stood in the darkness.
"Shut up."
"Fuck wuzzat?"
Kasoria saw Venger swaying in the doorway, a bunch of towels wrapped around his foot. It looked like he'd stuck it in a colorless melon and couldn't get it out. He didn't respond. Couldn't find any words that wouldn't have started a fresh brawl. Instead he looked down at the dead woman in the hall, and since he already had his gladius...





