His hands on her, his proximity to her, just him being there, being who he was, calmed her. "I'm not hurt, I promise you. Bruised, I suppose, where they held me down or threw me about." She gestured to the blood, silver eyes focused entirely on amber ones. "He was pining me down, it hurt and I was scared, so I gave him my sorrow. He cut his own throat. Then, Stig killed that one who was about to kill me, so his blood went over me, too." The terror that she had felt had left her now, in one way, but in quite another, it was exacerbated. So, facts were straightforward, easy and safe. They were where she reverted, every time. "The other one threw his body on me to pin me down. Hence the blood." It was where she always hid, in fact and recitation of the same. But equally, with him she never stayed there long. "Padraig?" There weren't words, for all that she had a thousand questions, so Faith simply held on to him in that moment and bit back a moan as another birth pain hit her.
The guard arrived and Faith looked around in first surprise and then, Padraig would know, horror at the thought of all these people. It sounded like there were dozens out there, she thought. Her hand in Padraig's tightened and she lowered her head and wished most sincerely that it would all just stop. But it didn't, the pain kept coming and more quickly each time. "Oh, please, he saved me. He did. Please, be gentle with him. Don't let him be harmed." That, she said as the guard took Stig, although she couldn't focus on more than that. She wasn't ready but Padraig was just calm, "Why are there wolves?" She wanted to go home and pretend this wasn't happening, not here and not now and not like this. Or to the Order. She could go to the Order. Looking at Padraig as he asked her what he should do, she leaned against him and then breathed in more sharply. "Stay with me, Padraig, I don't want the guard delivering our baby." If their options were the guard or him, Faith had no hesitation about who she wanted. Uselessly, she wiped at her face, trying to clean herself up from the blood over her and her clothes.
However, after another space of time, in which she focused on breathing through the pain, now using all her discipline and endurance to not cry out and shame herself in front of the people who were outside, a doctor came and Faith knew him. She'd seen him, worked with him. That was fine, he was fine. "I'm sorry, I don't want to get blood on you. I should have brought spare clothes," she wondered why she hadn't thought of that, to be quite frank. "Would one of the guard get me just.. I don't know, a dress. I'm going to scare children looking like this." She wasn't sensible or entirely lucid as she thought about just walking out and wandering over to the Order to give birth. "I can't do this here, I can't." It was obvious, surely?
But as the labour progressed at this speed, it became obvious even to her, that doing this here, was exactly what she was doing. There was no other choice. As things moved apace, Faith cared less about the people outside, less about anything other than what she was doing. With the doctor there to take care of the birth itself, Faith asked Padraig to do what he had done in Rharne. Sitting behind her, his back against the wall of the carriage and her cradled between his legs, his knees raised. Supporting her like that meant that, if she faltered, he held her up.
Leaning back against him, exhaustion was a very real problem for her. She was tired, which was fine because the adrenaline of the birth itself over rode that, but the fight, the use of her Immortal granted abilities, they all drained her and she had to pull on reserves of energy which she was not sure she had. Yet, birth was an inevitable, unstoppable force and she rested against him between each contraction. How was this all happening like this, so fast and in this place? It didn't seem possible but it was happening. She tried not to cry out, not to make a fuss but it was pain like nothing she had ever experienced before. The intensity of it, of the attempted kidnapping and fight before it and now? She got to the point of telling the doctor, very plainly. "I can't. I can't. Stop it. Just stop it, I can't," any time he told her to push, to move, to breathe. Yet, if Padraig should say the same thing to her, give the same instruction, whatever it was, she did and could at the very least do her best. In a carriage, in the middle of the street. Covered in blood and surrounded by people and in chaos, she blocked out everything and everyone except him and her.
Because those were the only two people she could deal with right now, so she listened to what he said and she got on with what she needed to.
The guard arrived and Faith looked around in first surprise and then, Padraig would know, horror at the thought of all these people. It sounded like there were dozens out there, she thought. Her hand in Padraig's tightened and she lowered her head and wished most sincerely that it would all just stop. But it didn't, the pain kept coming and more quickly each time. "Oh, please, he saved me. He did. Please, be gentle with him. Don't let him be harmed." That, she said as the guard took Stig, although she couldn't focus on more than that. She wasn't ready but Padraig was just calm, "Why are there wolves?" She wanted to go home and pretend this wasn't happening, not here and not now and not like this. Or to the Order. She could go to the Order. Looking at Padraig as he asked her what he should do, she leaned against him and then breathed in more sharply. "Stay with me, Padraig, I don't want the guard delivering our baby." If their options were the guard or him, Faith had no hesitation about who she wanted. Uselessly, she wiped at her face, trying to clean herself up from the blood over her and her clothes.
However, after another space of time, in which she focused on breathing through the pain, now using all her discipline and endurance to not cry out and shame herself in front of the people who were outside, a doctor came and Faith knew him. She'd seen him, worked with him. That was fine, he was fine. "I'm sorry, I don't want to get blood on you. I should have brought spare clothes," she wondered why she hadn't thought of that, to be quite frank. "Would one of the guard get me just.. I don't know, a dress. I'm going to scare children looking like this." She wasn't sensible or entirely lucid as she thought about just walking out and wandering over to the Order to give birth. "I can't do this here, I can't." It was obvious, surely?
But as the labour progressed at this speed, it became obvious even to her, that doing this here, was exactly what she was doing. There was no other choice. As things moved apace, Faith cared less about the people outside, less about anything other than what she was doing. With the doctor there to take care of the birth itself, Faith asked Padraig to do what he had done in Rharne. Sitting behind her, his back against the wall of the carriage and her cradled between his legs, his knees raised. Supporting her like that meant that, if she faltered, he held her up.
Leaning back against him, exhaustion was a very real problem for her. She was tired, which was fine because the adrenaline of the birth itself over rode that, but the fight, the use of her Immortal granted abilities, they all drained her and she had to pull on reserves of energy which she was not sure she had. Yet, birth was an inevitable, unstoppable force and she rested against him between each contraction. How was this all happening like this, so fast and in this place? It didn't seem possible but it was happening. She tried not to cry out, not to make a fuss but it was pain like nothing she had ever experienced before. The intensity of it, of the attempted kidnapping and fight before it and now? She got to the point of telling the doctor, very plainly. "I can't. I can't. Stop it. Just stop it, I can't," any time he told her to push, to move, to breathe. Yet, if Padraig should say the same thing to her, give the same instruction, whatever it was, she did and could at the very least do her best. In a carriage, in the middle of the street. Covered in blood and surrounded by people and in chaos, she blocked out everything and everyone except him and her.
Because those were the only two people she could deal with right now, so she listened to what he said and she got on with what she needed to.

