20th
Vhalar
717
Vhalar
717
Throughout her life, Faith had always been focused on needs and wants and desires. Not her own, the idea of focusing on those or even acknowledging them was something which was barely an arc old. Padraig had taught her that; gently and without judgement or criticism he had completely refused to order her to do anything from the moment they met. Her a slave and him a tutor, he could and should have given her instructions and edicts from the very beginning, but he never had. It was an arc ago this trial that she and he had found themselves in the still forming body of the Immortal, Treid, following a series of events and battles. As they had fallen together, clinging to each other and neither one of them prepared to admit their feelings, he had not once told her what she had to do.
Despite the fact, she knew, that he understood how much easier he could have made it. Still, for all that his love and respect for her had made an understanding of her own wishes and desires possible, it had still been a long journey. It would be a lie to say that she was there yet, either, Faith knew. Compared to where she had been, though, they had walked a million miles together. Maybe there was still a thousand miles to go, but that was fine.
That was, she knew, more than fine. Every step they took, they took together. In a strange way, he was looking forward to the first time they argued, she believed. The thought of it, of disagreeing with him in that way wasn't something that she could easily comprehend and the whole notion of it gave her a level of anxiety which she found hard to express. It was very over simplistic to think that he wanted to argue with her, he didn't, but Faith knew that he wanted her to be able to. She wasn't sure that she ever would, but it wasn't for the reasons he might think. Or maybe he already knew.
Faith looked down at the notepad she had with her and she smiled to herself. Her mind was wandering, there was no doubt about it. In the Order, they saw a lot of pregnant women and many of them complained of being flighty in their thoughts. Faith finally understood what it was they were talking about.Flighty was exactly right, she considered, her hand moving to touch her stomach. Just entering the second trimester of her pregnancy, Faith looked and felt well. She'd been relatively lucky, she knew, in terms of her health and she was looking forward to this part; it was in the second trimester that women reported really enjoying the growth of their child.
Still, she perched the parchment on her legs which were raised on the sofa and Faith turned her attention to what she was doing here.
Despite the fact, she knew, that he understood how much easier he could have made it. Still, for all that his love and respect for her had made an understanding of her own wishes and desires possible, it had still been a long journey. It would be a lie to say that she was there yet, either, Faith knew. Compared to where she had been, though, they had walked a million miles together. Maybe there was still a thousand miles to go, but that was fine.
That was, she knew, more than fine. Every step they took, they took together. In a strange way, he was looking forward to the first time they argued, she believed. The thought of it, of disagreeing with him in that way wasn't something that she could easily comprehend and the whole notion of it gave her a level of anxiety which she found hard to express. It was very over simplistic to think that he wanted to argue with her, he didn't, but Faith knew that he wanted her to be able to. She wasn't sure that she ever would, but it wasn't for the reasons he might think. Or maybe he already knew.
Faith looked down at the notepad she had with her and she smiled to herself. Her mind was wandering, there was no doubt about it. In the Order, they saw a lot of pregnant women and many of them complained of being flighty in their thoughts. Faith finally understood what it was they were talking about.Flighty was exactly right, she considered, her hand moving to touch her stomach. Just entering the second trimester of her pregnancy, Faith looked and felt well. She'd been relatively lucky, she knew, in terms of her health and she was looking forward to this part; it was in the second trimester that women reported really enjoying the growth of their child.
Still, she perched the parchment on her legs which were raised on the sofa and Faith turned her attention to what she was doing here.

