Meditation Rooms
69th Ymiden, 717
69th Ymiden, 717
Tio didn’t often come to Uleuda.
It wasn’t that he didn’t like the place, in fact he probably liked the crystal city and its residents better than any other place he'd ever been. Being among his own kind helped him to let his guard down and drop the wariness he felt when around the other races, and that in turn helped him to relax and focus on learning more about his kinds history and culture. The problem he had did not lie with the city, but rather him whilst he was in it.
Like almost all Yludih Tio had a few deep insecurities when it came to his appearance. Being raised to think he was human and then discovering that his face was nothing more than an illusion, and illusion that even he could not see through even if he wanted to, had left its mark. Even if his conscious mind told him that it was just a trick of the light Tio couldn’t help but subconsciously identify the blonde haired, blue eyed human form he’d grown up wearing as his real face. But here in Uleuda there were no illusions, and the form he took was of the crystal mass that was apparently what he really looked like.
Tio didn’t like his real body. He just looked like a hump of crystal, just like everybody else in this city did.
There was also the fact that within his races shared mental landscape everybody called Tio by his real name, Tuihobri. Again it wasn’t like he had an issue with the name itself, but the fact that he had been using his Tio alias all his life meant that he subconsciously thought of it was his real name. And as much as he liked Uleuda the fact that he walked around in a body he didn’t really recognise as his own and answered to a name that came from a language he hadn’t even learned to speak bothered him. It was like he was living someone else’s life, and although it had its share of flaws he liked the life he led as Tio Silver. A lie though it may be it was a lie he’d been living for as long as he could remember, and most importantly it was his lie.
“Fretting again Tuihobri? More worries about your appearance?”
Tio looked up from his meditative pose to see a very small man shaped out of white crystals with straight veins of thick tulip-yellow coloured crystals running across his body like an intricate tribal tattoo. He was adorned in simple white monk robes that hung loosely off of him, and always had a calm, friendly smile on his face that created an air of peace and gentleness about him wherever he went. This was Guru Vordah-Lun-Alqah (though more commonly just called Alqah), a member of the order of keys and among the oldest of the Yludih. He was a peace-loving pacifist who’d been a permanent resident of Uleuda long before Tio had even been born, and spent most of his days teaching young Yludih about their racial heritage. Tio was one of his students, though admittedly a rather poor one since he skipped most classes in favour of remaining in reality, and as such the guru always seemed to be around when Tio needed guidance on Yludih issues.
“I know what you’re going to say, that I should set aside some extra time for meditation and contemplate my identity and all that, but honestly I don’t think my legs can take sitting crisscrossed for much longer.” Tio grumbled.
Alqah laughed gently. “Oh no I understand, I was young once too you know. Quiet contemplation isn’t for everyone, especially the youthful. That being said you do need to learn to resolve these worries if you wish to open the gates of your identity. If I may I would suggest another method to do this to you, one that doesn’t involve quite so much sitting around.”
He crouched down in front of him so that the two of them were eye level. “As you know within Idalos our true forms are hidden behind masterful illusions, and with practice we can shift these illusions so that we can take on the appearance of other races. However it is not just the other races we can take the form of, but creatures with roughly the same amount of mass as us too. I would like you to learn to separate your concept of identity from your concept of appearance, and to help with this I would like you to learn to assume the form of another creature.” He handed Tio a book, comprised of thin sheets of crystal just like everything else in the city. “This tome details the method of how to do so, and should you need help with understanding it my doors are always open to you. But first you must choose which animal you want to take the form of, and learn everything there is to know about it. I would suggest you start by visiting the library, our elders have composed many volumes on popular forms to take.”
Tio bowed his head and made to stand. “Thank you for your advice guru. I shall begin immediately.”
“Oh and Tuihobri…” Alqah smiled kindly up at him again. “Enjoy yourself. Being an animal is much more fun that you might think.”
It wasn’t that he didn’t like the place, in fact he probably liked the crystal city and its residents better than any other place he'd ever been. Being among his own kind helped him to let his guard down and drop the wariness he felt when around the other races, and that in turn helped him to relax and focus on learning more about his kinds history and culture. The problem he had did not lie with the city, but rather him whilst he was in it.
Like almost all Yludih Tio had a few deep insecurities when it came to his appearance. Being raised to think he was human and then discovering that his face was nothing more than an illusion, and illusion that even he could not see through even if he wanted to, had left its mark. Even if his conscious mind told him that it was just a trick of the light Tio couldn’t help but subconsciously identify the blonde haired, blue eyed human form he’d grown up wearing as his real face. But here in Uleuda there were no illusions, and the form he took was of the crystal mass that was apparently what he really looked like.
Tio didn’t like his real body. He just looked like a hump of crystal, just like everybody else in this city did.
There was also the fact that within his races shared mental landscape everybody called Tio by his real name, Tuihobri. Again it wasn’t like he had an issue with the name itself, but the fact that he had been using his Tio alias all his life meant that he subconsciously thought of it was his real name. And as much as he liked Uleuda the fact that he walked around in a body he didn’t really recognise as his own and answered to a name that came from a language he hadn’t even learned to speak bothered him. It was like he was living someone else’s life, and although it had its share of flaws he liked the life he led as Tio Silver. A lie though it may be it was a lie he’d been living for as long as he could remember, and most importantly it was his lie.
“Fretting again Tuihobri? More worries about your appearance?”
Tio looked up from his meditative pose to see a very small man shaped out of white crystals with straight veins of thick tulip-yellow coloured crystals running across his body like an intricate tribal tattoo. He was adorned in simple white monk robes that hung loosely off of him, and always had a calm, friendly smile on his face that created an air of peace and gentleness about him wherever he went. This was Guru Vordah-Lun-Alqah (though more commonly just called Alqah), a member of the order of keys and among the oldest of the Yludih. He was a peace-loving pacifist who’d been a permanent resident of Uleuda long before Tio had even been born, and spent most of his days teaching young Yludih about their racial heritage. Tio was one of his students, though admittedly a rather poor one since he skipped most classes in favour of remaining in reality, and as such the guru always seemed to be around when Tio needed guidance on Yludih issues.
“I know what you’re going to say, that I should set aside some extra time for meditation and contemplate my identity and all that, but honestly I don’t think my legs can take sitting crisscrossed for much longer.” Tio grumbled.
Alqah laughed gently. “Oh no I understand, I was young once too you know. Quiet contemplation isn’t for everyone, especially the youthful. That being said you do need to learn to resolve these worries if you wish to open the gates of your identity. If I may I would suggest another method to do this to you, one that doesn’t involve quite so much sitting around.”
He crouched down in front of him so that the two of them were eye level. “As you know within Idalos our true forms are hidden behind masterful illusions, and with practice we can shift these illusions so that we can take on the appearance of other races. However it is not just the other races we can take the form of, but creatures with roughly the same amount of mass as us too. I would like you to learn to separate your concept of identity from your concept of appearance, and to help with this I would like you to learn to assume the form of another creature.” He handed Tio a book, comprised of thin sheets of crystal just like everything else in the city. “This tome details the method of how to do so, and should you need help with understanding it my doors are always open to you. But first you must choose which animal you want to take the form of, and learn everything there is to know about it. I would suggest you start by visiting the library, our elders have composed many volumes on popular forms to take.”
Tio bowed his head and made to stand. “Thank you for your advice guru. I shall begin immediately.”
“Oh and Tuihobri…” Alqah smiled kindly up at him again. “Enjoy yourself. Being an animal is much more fun that you might think.”