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Kazmir and Faith meet again. In the Library.

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12th Saun, 716



Languid.

That was what the word was, Faith considered. The light in the library gave an almost languid air, yet still one conducive to learning. She loved it here, it must be said, she really did. It was a place of peace and quiet (which the young slave appreciated) but it was a place where there were books. And since Master was going to be bringing her with him to his home, soon, she had been spending time here, trying to make sure that she had read everything she could on the history of noble houses, the nobility of Rynmere, etiquette surrounding nobility and all of that. She had spent a number of breaks in the library, just trying to come to terms with all the information in there, and she took home two books, which she brought back, carefully tended, lovingly read and having made notes on them wherever possible, and replaced them with two new ones as regularly as she was allowed to. She was loving the ability to learn and she was drinking up what she could, both formal and informal.

On this particular trial, Faith was sitting in a chair next to a window in the library. In fairness, she looked a lot different than she had when last she had met Kazmir. Her clothes were no longer ill fitting and ragged, instead she wore a long black dress made of light and good quality material; the dress itself was loose but it was held around her by a tight corset which pulled in at the waist and accentuated her curves. She was sitting with, of course, her back straight and her hands folded gently in her lap, on which sat a book that her attention was completely on. Her hair was well kempt, shining and in a fashionable style, she wore light make up and the might have been a different woman. Of course, the silver grey eyes were a giveaway, and there was no mistaking the two slave brands on her right shoulder.

But there were other changes too. She wore a decorative silver slave collar, attached to which was a silver chain which split and attached to the two silver chain bracelets. But more obviously, perhaps, was the *new* slave brand, which she had on her left shoulder. It was only seven trials since she'd had it done and it was still blistered and painful looking. But it was, nonetheless, obviously the rose of House Venora. She was sitting and reading and it had to be said that she looked very different than she had the last time that Kazmir had seen her - there were many physical changes but more than that, she looked relaxed and happy.

Genuinely, as she sat there, reading, she had a slight smile on her face and a look of contentment that she simply had not worn the last time he saw her.
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o they, ever concerned with the fidelity of their arts, would place upon their heads a cap of thin leathers to hide the hairs. Moistening the leathers with water the performer would wear the cap through several days, allowing the leather to from tightly to their head and washing away wrinkle with sponge. With great care the performer would then mix and blend dozens of proper pigments in hope of a reasonable recreation of their own skin tones, and upon the formed cap paint a facsimile of their head. Quite often, should character themselves not lack a mane, actor would be fitted by wigmaker for false locks. Often of fashioned from hairs of horse, sheeps, or goat. In other productions layer upon layers of makeup would be applied to the totality of the exposed actors flesh, often when performer was to assume the role of a race such as the mer. Herein, the author has listed a dozen common pigments used, there proper production and mixing for the most common races of Idalos.'

Paladin had, in times past, studied far and wide. From history, to strategy, to philosophy, to naturalism, but this is perhaps the first time he has over tried to understand the theatrical arts. An area in which he had little interest, he was quite honestly surprised the lengths that some of the great performers had gone to better represent the subject of their art. Some men would live as there subject for a time, no matter how loathsome the subject may have been. Some would spend hours studying painters arts and slather their bodies in thin paints. Some would even go so far as permanent body modification. Paladin saw little reason for that. He needed only simplicity. A 'bald cap' and perhaps wig, and maybe the hands of a woman or noble man in application of makeup.

Setting the book aside the warrior leaned back upon the edges of his chair as his heavy feet rose and crossed atop the table before him. 'Theatrical Student', 'Death Rituals of Idalos', 'The Generals Alchemist', and dozen more books and scrolls were scattered across the wide table which, to the complaint of some, Paladin had establish a six trial domination. Throwing his head back as he rubbed his eyes, leaving behind flinching pink and green fairies in his vision, the student let out breathy sigh. Since sunrise to sunset of the past trials he had been behind walls of paper absorbing all he could on all he would need. And, despite his love for the quest, his brain fatigued with the education.

Though perhaps now he was ready. Carefully he had managed the placement of his pieces upon the board, and more carefully he had studied books by which he would play them. A relationship with the pig farmer, Toby Porter, was first. Second a basic knowledge of disguise and obfuscation. Third a method by which to cover his egress. And fourth was... Faith?

A twinkle lit behind his tired green eyes as he spied a feather headed girl sitting silently at window bay. He had seen her dozens time before, hidden by distance and perched upon obscurity as he had studied and planned his works. She, he did not think, had seen he though. Paladin had been careful. Watching from afar to better understand the coming and going of a man who he would soon meet once more. He could not afford her, as she was once his, alerting him to the lurking.

For a long time the warrior studied the girl in half certainty. He had lost track of her during late Ymiden when, so the warrior assumed, her master had handed her chains to some other. A noble, perhaps, judging by her preened vision. A little raven girl grown to a stately raven woman. And a beautiful one, no doubt, though the swordsman could not help but wonder if she had lost the frail charm of her prior servitude. Still... was that a smile upon her lips? The hit of joy behind those terrifying steel eyes? Paladin smiled. She was a Fool. But a happy Fool. A fate he would, sometimes, willingly trade for.

She still wore chains...

For a time he considered approaching her. To ask upon her health and new found status of the slave of... some pompous self absorbed flighty foppish self aggrandizing silver spoon licking high birth master. Paladin scoffed. Perhaps his taste for the nobility of Rynmere was becoming more sour than was truly warranted? He did not know this man. Or woman. Or collective that held the girls chains. They had obviously allowed some false freedom to study. So some concern for her well being was demonstrated. If they truly cared though... what did she study? No doubt some foolishness related to her servitude. 'How to be a Fool', 'Slave womans role in bed' 'Cooking without rat poison' 'How to lick boots and cower to the falsely superior peoples who attained tyranny via a corrupt and psychopathic cultural structure bore not of concern for the fellow mortal but lust greed and apathy... By the Bitch Queen Raskalarn'.

~Paladin....~

'I know. Allow me my moments of cynicism.'

She seemed so at peace. So content. With the sole meeting they had... not quite the relation that the swordsman would have wished, her assumptions and insults grating an already raw nerve. She had, in her way, pushed an uncertainty upon him. A doubt that all could be free of Tyranny. And, for several trails, he had let that anger fester in his guts. She to he, had been a symbol for all dark in this world. A perfect example of the works of Tyrants would strip and rape and cut away at the... humanity. But, not unlike she, Paladin too had begun to change. Though his metamorphosis was far from complete...

Since late in Ymiden he and his Lady of White Fire had spoken often, perhaps more often than at anytime after his resurrection. The girl, in her own way accusations, prompting the meetings. Forcing he to recognize his infidelity to his own beliefs, how ever deeply held they were. And, in that one brief meeting, the damned feather head forced Paladin to germinate a way more true to his own claims.

In the past fifteen or so trials, a serenity of purpose had begun to wash at the omnipresent anger within the warrior. A cloth of calmness cast about his shoulders like the shawl of a mourner coming to peace with their loss. And even, at times, he had begun to smile more. Not the half faced cynical half smirk he gave to grease wheels of others, but true smiles. Soft warm smiles.

~You wish to speak with her?~

'I do.'

~Why do you deny yourself?~

Pala had begun this habit not long ago. To ask question that they both knew the answers to. It was the manifestations of these thoughts that were the only way the warrior confronted that best left unconfronted. 'I fear. For her.'

The feather head was at peace. He wished not to be a force of unwelcome disruption to such placidity. Their last meeting had left sour tastes in his mouth, as in no doubt did she, and despite his annoyance with the foolish raven he wished nothing more than sweetness for she.

~You have affection for her?~

The warrior rolled his eyes as his hands busied themselves reorganizing the small library spread across his small domain. Pala was playing games. Forcing him to consider that which he best not consider. “No...” 'Not in sense of attraction. Look at the waif. All skin and...curves now, I suppose. Either way, not a inch of muscle. Such soft woman are for soft men. Let the nobles enjoy their cotton,' "I prefer jute.”

~Truely?~

'Whats your game?'

~Such as that mercenary girl?~ Pala dodged answer, as she always did.

'Of her sort... Powerful. Smart. Beauty of struggle. Wise. Though I hardly consider her to be all those.'

~I see...~

'Of course you do. Regardless. My attractions are moot. You are my only woman, and thus far, I your only man. Lust would only be distraction.'

~Not lust. Love.~

The warrior nearly laughed, only stifling his outburst with a gloved hand. 'You are so concerned with it. Are you jealous?'

~It is a mortal thing.~

Paladin grinned. That should shut her mouth for awhile now.

Watching as the three descended from above and rose from the seat across him, Paladin watched the Norn make a lazy way towards the raven in gentle repose. For a moment the three circled the once waif before two took to land atop the thin bay of the library windows. The first though was not content with so such distance and instead took perch upon the studious woman's shoulder. “Innocent?” the ghost mumbled as it pecked softly at her ear. The Norn were curios. Particularly the first who had taken a certain concern with the girl. The third though was still sore from the encounter.

Paladin let his seat fall onto all four legs and stood, his knee complaining about the sudden weight. “Feather head?”
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The book that she was reading was a treatise on etiquette. It was interesting, fascinating to the young woman, as it spoke of titles and heredity. It painted a tale of those rules which governed a society Faith was only now starting to understand even existed. It was, after all, something which she had never dreamed existed and so she was learning very quickly what to do and what not to do. Sitting there, in the library, she had been making notes and, indeed, so intense was her concentration that she had not noticed Paladin nor anyone else near her. She had another book at her side, a historical tome and one which she was looking forward to reading when she got home, certainly.

With the heat of Saun beating in through the window, Faith had felt her eyelids start to droop slightly as she sat there, that trial. It was almost as though she could curl up here and fall asleep and that was a rare thing for her. No longer, at least, was sleep something which she must be allowed to do, now her sleeping and waking were hers to decide. Lifting her head from her book, she looked out at the window and she considered, remembered, reminisced and reflected. Things were so different now and Faith sometimes remembered the times of her childhood and, especially her time with Jamal, almost as though examining them to see if they were real. They were, of course, but had he really ever prepared her for ownership like this? No, she did not think so. Certainly, she spent a lot of the trial feeling quite out of her depth.

Letting her silver eyes fall out of focus and examine the way that the light twinkled in the corner of the pane of glass, Faith remembered those she had met who had been horrified at her treatment. Were they right to be? Master would certainly never harness her to a wagon and force her to drag a body home that way. The man she had met that trial had been so very angry and she had made it worse, she was sure. She had stood in front of him, demanding that he kill her rather than hurt Jamal. Would she do that now? No, she knew that she would not. Because Jamal was not her Owner any more and now she belonged to Master.

What a strange thing life was, she considered. Master would never consider meting out such a punishment, she knew, and so maybe she had been unaware of just how cruel Jamal was. But still, she was his to be as cruel, or as kind, as he wished to be towards her. If Master decided to do the same, she was his. Faith sighed a deep sigh, wondering at how she could be so uncertain of so much and equally certain of so much more when she heard a voice. Feather head? She turned and her silver eyes widened in surprise.

"Paladin?" she asked, incredulously. "What manner of trickery do you employ? I was just this trill thinking about you, remembering our meeting" she said, her voice as quiet and hushed as it had been before. Well suited to the library. "I.. I angered you then and I am sorry for doing so" she said, honestly, looking at him with a familiar earnest expression.

"How are you?" she asked, with a gentle smile and the hope that he was angry at her no longer.
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he remembered him. The recognition was almost uncomfortable to Paladin, boiling a desire to recoil inside of his breast. A desire which, even now, he could feel Pala demanding. She did not like this girl. A soft sort of fiery hate that, despite their argument several trials ago, that Paladin could not quench. Pala claimed the girl a Tyrant. An abomination in the eyes of the idealistic reality which she and her son worked with such dedication towards. Paladin did not see a Tyrant though, but instead a Fool that cruel fortune twisted and bent her other Will's. And the Norn saw yet something else. An Innocent which begged unknowingly for a liberation she could never have. Perhaps though all three were wrong.

~PALADIN!~

"What manner of trickery do you employ? I was just this trill thinking about you, remembering our meeting. I.. I angered you then and I am sorry for doing so."


She showed concern. Regret in their last interaction. But in truth Paladin recognized that he was as much to blame, his own drive pushing him to an aggression unwarranted and a manner unbecoming. Regardless, fault was useless proclamation. “Do not apologize. You spoke in earnest, which is all any should ever ask. Perhaps though we both could better learn our manners, hmm?” Paladin leaned his head to a side as he looked down, a playful smirk written on his lips. Was she nervous? Did she fear once again to see gain a glimpse of that anger? He would not allow it. Pala had done well to illustrate the damnation his own vexation would bring, thereby affording him a continued evolution of self control.

~You're nervous.~

'I do not wish to excite her.'

"How are you?"

For a long moment the fencer thought on her question, his hand in idle upon Cassiopeia as he did. He did not wish to lie, but at the same wanted to keep his thoughts private from the little witch girl... woman. Quickly he found a middle ground. “Well as can be expected, better perhaps than the day of my arrival to your city.” rubbing his gloved hand over his face, little fuzz obstructed. He was clean shaved and his hair tamed, or as much so as the living mass of curls ever could be. Ye Olde Inn had been good to him, even putting a few pounds of muscle and fat back onto his frame.

Shifting to relieve pressure from his knee the warrior motioned to the this bay beside he girl, shooing at the heads of the Norn who sat there. “Would you permit me to sit?” he asked. The one of three pecked for a moment at the shooing hand, but with her sister rose to wing with little more complaint.

~You lie?~

'I do not. If I am to work our works, as you have said, carefulness is to be my way.'

Wither her allowance the warrior far older than his years sat with relief. All this dry weather was a blight upon his joints. For a long moment his green eyes would study the feather heads face, intent to drink even the smallest of expressions from her mind. He had, despite his want, feared another conversation with her. But with careful study he would be ready to shift tone, meaning, and manner should she begin to look out of comfort with his presence. Intense though his gaze was, it was not without its softness, a carefulness of a rabbit. “You have a new master?” he spoke through cotton.

~Gather your things and leave. We have work.~

'Not until dusk.'

Leaning to see the girls shoulder he had noted the mark, and its familiarity. 'A flower...' One of the old houses. Ventura? Venora? Ven... He had read there name a few times, but had little reason to recall. Paladin was far removed from the high born and was happy to stay that way. It still burned. The branding. Was red and scarred and recent. A stain of cruelty upon the whiteness of purity. A memory she was forced to recall even should she not want. Though, Paladin doubted, she had changed so much she would not. “And you? I had not thought to see you again. Least of all here...” Paladin waved at the sleepy library. “Tell me, how have you been?”

~The farmer waits.~

'He will wait longer. We have no hurry.'
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He looked... conflicted, she thought. It was strange to see how he seemed. When he spoke, telling her not to apologise, she smiled at him and spoke, earnestly "That is good to hear. Thank you" she replied and she nodded "I will certainly endeavour to do so". Manners, after all, were incredibly important and she knew that she had to maintain her calm and collected demeanour. But most genuinely, and most honestly, she was pleased to see him and she was glad to see that he was (or seemed to be) happier and more content himself.

"I am well, thank you" she replied when he asked how she was. "Certainly less in pain and not as sweaty as last time I saw you" she considered that it was very true. She gestured to the seat and shook her head "I am not in a position to grant you permission for anything, but please be assured that I would be very pleased to see you sit here and I would enjoy your company. Does that count?" she wondered. Watching him carefully, she breathed in and considered what it was that made the difference to him. He seemed to be at once more conflicted and more at ease; it was a conundrum.

"Yes, I do" she said, of having a new master. It was rather obvious, she supposed and she did not need to ask how he knew. She glanced at the brand and she looked back at him. "It is the symbol of House Venora. My new Master is the grandson of the Duke. It is... Very different from what I have experienced before" she said, softly. But her quiet words told of a deeper understand than she had ever had of what he thought. Her basic stance had most certainly not changed, but nonetheless, a slight change. "Indeed. My new Master is very keen on me learning. He does not want a stupid slave. I... It is nice here, I like the quiet" she admitted.

And how had she been? Oh, that was a complicated question, she considered "In many ways, I am much better treated, much better fed and more comfortable. But I rather suppose, at it's very core I have been much the same. What of you? What's happening for you?"[/b she wondered, looking up at him. He was a calm and kind man, she thought and she watched him, her eyes searching his as she looked at him and she wondered, truly wondered why it was that she cared so much about the answer to that question.
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er response to his request was as he predicted, her claims of unworthiness still annoying his sensibility. Paladin did not wish to argue, not as of yet at least. If she was to prostrate her Will in supplication of a role she had not chosen, so be it. Still he wondered. If she did deign his presence would she have the gall to remove herself from it? Paladin did not think she did, but still it left an interesting question. The rights of her master, if Paladin recalled correctly, overrode the rights of her self. But what of the rights of another? Should he sit and not be wanted, would she ask him to leave? Paladin doubted. Would she stand to remove herself? Perhaps. And what if he asked her to stay? And what if he demanded her to stay? What then... Where does her thoughtless submission end? What if master was in conflict? What if master told her to dispatch herself? 'Famula...' Paladin reminded himself, '..death cult.'

“Only in so long it pleases you.” Paladin nodded.

~Paladin!~

'What?'

Or the rights of King! If a King, her masters master, was to conflict with her master... What then? Who's domination was more worthy? Or what of gods? If her masters master was to worship an Immortal who banned the worship of Famula and demanded subservience to his master, the masters masters master... This whole thing was all too confusing. Logical leaps by drunken frogs in a blizzard of narcotics. Paladin could simplify it. Who's Will do you bow to. Only your own. Done and done.

“House Venora....” the warrior repeated slowly but forgot quickly. If nothing else it was good that they cared so for the girl... woman. If she was to dedicate every fiber of her being, or at least the threads not reserved for her Tyrant, the least they could do was clothe and feed her properly. For a short time Paladin wondered what her life was like under the chains of her new oppressor. She would wake in the morning, he thought. Prepare breakfast. She did not look the sort to clean, though she may have separate wardrobe for her chores. If not, then what would be her primary function? To cook? Perhaps. Her voice was pretty, perhaps she entertained. And object of beauty in a smokey parlor, the focus of dozens of eyes and ears drifting into quite contemplation of the slow sad song. They would remember better days by her voice. Simpler days when they worried only for the evening meal and whether they had enough time to play their games. These sad and lonely ignoble Nobles, their loves wasted on accumulation of wealth they did not know how to spend. They would spend coins on her, Paladin thought. Flick copper nel at her feet as they cheered her performance. They would gaze and admire their nightingale. And they admired. Their hands would would grope at chains, never before denied the easing of their lecherous disease. She wouldn't be able to say no.... whether not it had happened or would... she wouldn't be able to say no.

~She is not your concern.~

'They are all my concern.'

“What of you? What's happening for you?"

~Tell her nothing.~

Paladin inhaled deeply, hiding the shuddering of his chest under shifting upon his perch. “Well. I mean...” For a time Paladin watched Feather Head as he deliberated an answer. He had promised he would not lie, but could not tell her truth. Nor would he wish to shroud what ever lightness she may see in him. “I have lingered. For a time I wished to leave your city. But now... I am uncertain. I must admit, despite itself there is great beauty here. Great goodness.” Paladins attention leaped from the girl and made a slow drift about the library as he inhaled the mustiness of ancient tome and scroll. “And though I still have some difficulty ahead, I would rather have it no other way.” The warrior looked back to the girl with a smile.

She would want more, no doubt. He had said much but said little. He would give more. “As for my happenings... As per usually I'm simply to cause as much trouble for as many as I can. I have already started with monks and slaves, perhaps the King now? Maybe the ladies at your masters brothel? Perhaps another vulnerable population.” Paladin chuckled. He wanted to say more.

“What does your master have you study?” Leaning slightly closer the warrior was keen not to invade her space, but wished to control on who the conversation rested. “Observations and Documentations on Titled Persons of Rynmerian Nobility....” Paladin looked from the cover of Feather Head's book, then to Feather Head. Then to her book once more before making a sour face and licking his lips. “Do you taste that? The perfume in there air. One could drown in it!”

All at once Paladin stood from his windowsill with a groan. A limp on his left leg guided him quickly towards his small paper blanketed kingdom. For a few moments the warrior dug and rummaged, tossing aside scroll and page in quest for a quarry that eluded him. His eyes lit and shimmered with the strokes of lightening that flared behind his pine vision, the writhing mass of insanity that was his hair pulled every which way by his near frantic search. One tome upon another he collected his mind, his storming over the myriad of word worlds wielded would waken a curiosity she had never know, he hoped. Weighing the pros and cons of each possibility the should-have-been scholar did not know which to choose. What education did she possess? Quite obviously basic grammar if she was able to read. What else? At the beginning, no doubt, would be the best. One, two, three... each was freedom on the page. Eight. Gathering the eight leather bound books into his powerful right arm, Paladin smiled through the dusty library to Feather Head. A window was behind him. His head was on fire with light.

Marching back to the feathered woman he set the ninth secret book atop his seat before sitting upon it. In his lap the ancient manuscripts seemed to hum with excitement. Another mind to fill, another student to watch grow. “Here.” Paladin began, “Within these pages... are worlds. All worlds. All questions answered, all desires fulfilled. All the beauty of all the myriad of things represented and considered and viewed in passion and joy.” Paladin sat a hand upon the stack atop his lap. “Everything every wanted is within these pages. And you, Feather Head, want for little? So they will offer so much more. All you must do... ask. Turn a page and ask.”

Lifting the first book the giddy warrior transferred the tome to the girls lap. “Grammar. The way by which we give knowledge.” Paladin doubt she needed it, though one could always stand to brush up upon ones knowledge. “Logic. By how we understand knowledge.” The second book was set upon the first, quickly followed by the third. “Rhetoric. How we discuss Knowledge. Perhaps more than any, these three are the foundations from which forests of understanding grow.” The forth book Paladin took his time with, most found the topic dry and a bore, but none could claim it was not of great importance. “Arithmetic. Numbers are the way in which we record our knowledge of our world, and measure its validity. Geometry are those numbers in motion. How we know what way to sail or ride, the dimensions of all the great buildings, such as this one. How we plot the movements of the very stars themselves!” The fifth book was set upon her. “Astronomy! Those stars I mentioned.” Paladin nearly giggled as he added the next level to the tower upon the woman's lap.

“Art.” Was the only word Paladin needed for the seventh. “Mortals have, in their short times, created such... wondrous things. Things of such beauty and grace and... love. Truly, an artists is perhaps the most noble of all professions.” The storms calmed as Paladin spoke, cloudy eyes clearing to reveal a black labyrinth of stars. “And... lastly. Music.” Paladin bit his lip as he set the final book upon Feather Head. His body did not ache. He was a child in that moment. “If there ever was a more perfect expression of the mortal soul, I am unaware. Music is...” Paladin turned his head to look at the Norn that sat nearby, “It is like sharing the heart... the mind of another. To know every intimate and silly detail of their soul. Freely given.”

Paladin licked his lips as his eyes returned to the raven girl. “If your master wishes to truly educate you. I suggest you start here.” He had acted uncharacteristic. He had seen that now. Slightly embarrassed about his excitement the warrior sage turned his head to the ground. Shifting in his seat he reached for the ninth book. The secret book. The book that brought it all together into one complete whole. His journal. A ragged dirty frayed binding of stained pages and stained dreams, a tome lithe and supple with age. It was in here that the All dwelled.

Paladin carefully removed one of the many loose pages from his journal. Silently began to fold the thin parchment. He needed to busy his hands.
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He spoke the name of the house, but with little interest. Faith couldn't blame him, really, why would he care? Although to her, it must be said, every bit of information, every snippett was of interest. But then, she supposed, their lives were so very different. She had been starved of opportunities to learn and it was only since being bought by Master that she had been allowed to, ordered to in fact. She had known of her desires to learn before that, thanks to a man she had met in a park, but for them to be realised like this? It was beyond what she could dream.

She listened to his words and nodded "It is not my city, Paladin" she said, softly. It seemed important that she reminded him or told him that. He might think, though, that she was talking about ownership, but she continued to make sure that he knew she was not "I was born in Athart. When we met last" her hands folded gently closed over the book "It was one arc and twelve trials since I had arrived here. I know this because I was not allowed out for an arc. Before you, I had met only... well, very few people. I was raised in the slave schools of Athart by four owners" she explained. "Until twelve trials before I met you they, the other slaves and then Jamal were the only other people I had ever met" was it important? She thought so and she smiled at him as she spoke "It feels important to me that you know that. I am sorry" feather brained was more like it, she considered. Did she have a place that was hers? No, probably not.

But then she raised an eyebrow and her eyes widened and she looked at him with some confusion. Her fingers tightened around the book that she held and she spoke with tension in her tone "How do you know he sent me to the brothel?" she asked, looking confused and wondering at the feeling that gave her. Why was she ashamed "It isn't... he did not... I went there for training. I am his, and only his. He does not ...." she sighed slightly, and looked away out of the window. "I just went for training, that is all." she repeated quietly. He undoubtedly thought her disgusting now and she knew that he would not be alone in his opinions of her.

But then, he looked at the book and spoke of the perfume. Faith's smile was sad but she did not argue with him. Instead, she watched him as he brought book after book and she leant forward eagerly, touching each one. "I have been reading about Arithmetic, yes. It is amazing how much it is used. And some grammar, too, although I have been trying to... I am only allowed to take out so many books. Two a week. So I take out one that will help me in my duties, such as this one on the nobility, and one that will increase my general knowledge. This week, I have been reading about the geography of Idalos. It is fascinating, it truly is." she smiled at him in eager enjoyment of what he was showing her, not really aware that he assumed she had not read anything.

But music? She nodded her head "I would love to learn to sing properly. I have not heard much music, although I have been learning sculpture and art. Master has been teaching me" she explained. "But music... it calls to me, somehow. I would love to learn it" she smiled at him and ran her fingers over the books that he had brought her and then, the ninth? The one that he held with reverence and which looked old and battered and... loved. She put out her hand and gently placed it on his. Not the one holding the book, but the other hand. The one that would keep itself busy if it could.

"I am sorry, Paladin, that I can not be what you wish I was." she whispered. Her hand was soft, well kept and cared for. "I know you do not believe what I do, but I give thanks for meeting you in my prayers every trial" she said, earnestly. Because he challenged her, but he also seemed to genuinely care about her and Faith knew that there were few people in this land who would truly concern themselves with the well being of a stranger.
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thart. Despite some degree of education of geography and geopolitical understanding, Paladin had learned little of the city itself. To his recollection, it was a coastal place famous for slave breeding. South of the Hot Lands and far from the bitch queen's current focus. City of Slaves... Paladin had remembered that. Governed predominantly by... Avriel, a race which had long ago learned of Imperial power. Poor things. Had they not been abandoned by their creator? Such was far too common for the Immortal gods. Paladin noted the city. If his dream in Rynmere was to ever be realized, Athart may be his next destination...

Still, why did Feather Head tell him all this? She wished to share, and he would be happy to listen, but why? As justification? As some excuse for her poor treatment. Was that shame that fell across that fair face? No. She did not shame over, what she saw, was the nature of the world. And it would not be for connection. Her desire to be Known would have surely been suppressed by any rigorous training. She was nothing, as her own words described. Then for why would she illuminate her world to prying eyes? Sympathy? To build Understanding? For...

~Affection.~

'No.' What want would she have for Paladin's affection? After all, she had her owners. That was all she would need? If she was true to her belief that she was 'nothing' then she would need little else. This, of course, was in assumption of the validity of her axiom. Mayhaps she felt she was more than she allowed herself to be. Perhaps her thoughts had changed in this brief time? Had her owner been so good as to unshackle her from that black pillar of domination? No. It made no sense.

~You dwell.~

'She confuses me. Her Reason is unsound, I think.'

~You dwell.~

“Before you, I had met only... well, very few people.”

'Poor thing.' No doubt he would sour most to worlds outside their view. In admittance, by his way, Paladin conflicted greatly with others. Those of great conviction often did. By his ideas, his philosophy, his manner, and his drive, in those trials of Ymiden he recognized late that he could make few allies in his crusade. This, in part, why Pala drove him to a managing of his manner. The Feather Head, the monk, and the doctor were perhaps the first interactions he had in Andaris. The only prior Cabel and his troupe.

“How do you know he sent me to the brothel? It isn't... he did not... I went there for training. I am his, and only his. He does not ....I just went for training, that is all."

"I did not." Oh? That was shame. Why! She was a slave. A slave so dominated by the Will of the others would not...

~For affection. She wishes to not be seen as sullied in your eyes!~

'What? Sull...'

Paladin could not understand the Reason of it. Why would she care? He was nothing to her. Some angry mercenary with, if she had caught the undercurrent of his philosophy, heretical and revolutionary beliefs. At most a poor vagrant to be pitied, at least a dangerous madmen to be avoided. It disturbed Paladin greatly that this pretty Feather Head would even give second thought to he, let alone be concerned with how he would view her. And, despite brief meditation, he was at a loss as to why. Curiosity was one thing. But such closeness was... far too much! She touched him!

The stone faced warrior withdrew quickly from the heat of touch, his fiddling hand curling like a cobra coil in his lap. His lips pressed firmly, brow in a small knot, he thought to leave this brief meeting then and there and never again to see this witch woman. He needed not her presence to show his light, her input or understanding to gift upon Andaris the truth of their Tyrant ways. She was ancillary true, her way deduced would grant him better understanding. But still, she was unnecessary to his Quest. Incidental. Her servitude but a small drop of the poison that the Rynmerians quaffed daily. His vexed green vision leaped to and fro, searching a fear that he did not even know. The heat lingered on his hand like acid that burnt through flesh and bone. A green rot which would grow and consume and poison the blood. Though no sign of the urge would show, Paladin wished to draw Cassiopeia and sever the limb from his body.

Setting the thin folded paper into his lap, the warrior could not help but to wipe the hand Feather Head has touched. It was little comfort. Little safety from the gangrenous warmth that grew under his skin. For a moment his eyes continued their frantic search, but then locked upon those pools of molten steel across from him. When the doctor had dared such action, he had lied. Told of a vow he did not make. But he did vow to not again lie to this woman, even if it was a silent oath. Swallowing the fear, Paladin spoke “Please...” the warriors voice nearly shuddered, “I do not like to be touched.” his tone was soft. Nearly meek. He did not know if she would have even heard it.

"I am sorry, Paladin, that I can not be what you wish I was. I know you do not believe what I do, but I give thanks for meeting you in my prayers every trial"

Paladin thought he knew to what thing she would give thanks. A cold irony considering that he would be the antithesis to that which may, in her mind, have sent him. Her words rang again in his head. '...what you wish...'. “Feather Head. I think you mistake me...” Paladin struggled with his words. “I wish you to be nothing which you are not. I have but one desire for you, and for all mortal things.. by their own Reason manifest their Will. And by their own Power act upon it...” Paladin thought to continue, but the venom now reached his shoulder and distraction grew. He again rubbed her touch from his fingers. “If your Will is to not be. To not have Will... then... then it is not my place to force one upon you. But know, you are a rarity. The world is far larger than your desires alone.”

~Yes. Leave now!~

Paladin gathered his journal and the length of paper he had folded into a thin long strip. Standing, Pala urged him to flee. But Paladin was uncertain. Were his words truth? Could he not force that which was demonstrably preferable? It mattered not. She cared for how he saw her. She cared for being known in his mind. She cared for their first and maybe this meeting. She must lie to herself. That is the only option.

Perhaps his haphazard approach of the girl was in error. Paladin had thought to control the conversation with humor and gentleness. To learn more of her. And with careful dissection, unfold her mind before him so he might know. But she had already given so freely, disturbing the reason he had approached in the first. Maybe. Why had he sought to speak with her? To inquire about her well being? For why? He had no love for her that was not shared any other mortal being. Had he deceived himself?

~Yes!~

Did he reserve affection for the raven woman that he did not for others?

~Yes!~

Was there some desire that boiled in his heart. A wish to know her for the sake of simply to Know her?

~YES!~

'No. I am without the need of affection, love, or lust. I stand alone by value of the Precepts. The one Son of Pala. I am Paladin. I am the caretaker of all that would have me. I will never be adulterer to my Quest. To my shield. Or to my blade.'

“To sing!” Paladin smiled down at Feather Head, his eyes lighting like candles under the dark of his curly cowl. It was too warm. He felt as though he wished to vomit. Tossing his journal back atop the thin window bay, he gave a playful look to the raven woman. What ever vexation had drowned him moments ago was now washed under the purity of his White Fire. “I had taken you for one that might. You have a beauty, though raw, in your voice. Perhaps with time invested one might see fruition of what I appraise as some talent of nature?”

Paladin shifted his weight to fall upon his right leg. “To me it has always been sacred... the voice.” And rest his and upon Cassiopeia's coolness again. “Though I claim not talent or skill, I have always loved to sing. Perhaps I should teach you a song?” the vagrant warrior turned again towards the slave.

~She twists you in such knots my son. For our sake. Leave.~
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[Andaris Library] Learning in a Languid Light

12th Saun, 716


He pulled his hand away from her and Faith felt it, most keenly. She had not meant to suggest that she was trying to engage in any physical act with him, she knew how disgusted he felt at her for her training, her actions. And it was more than that. It was the simple fact that laying with Master was not an unpleasant task, it was comforting and when he held her in his arms, she felt like....

..... like time had erased everything. Like she was a person.

Just for the beating of a heart. That was how she felt.

But it disgusted him and he pulled his hand away from her. She couldn't blame him, couldn't wish for different because she knew that she deserved his feelings towards her. He even wiped away her touch, cleansing his hand from her closeness in front of her. And why should it not be? She was not a person, she reminded herself. She had no feelings, or she should not. She was chattel, owned and used by her Master and how this free man chose to treat her was his. Just his. She had let that slip for a moment, a brief moment, where she had thought to allow herself to be a person with him, but she was not. She was worse than filth and he would not have her touch him.

Lowering her head in a gesture as old to her as the practice of breathing, she looked down at the floor and responded when he told her that he did not like to be touched "I understand. My apologies. I will do better". Her voice, usually hushed and in tones of quiet was so low that it was almost indiscernable. But yet still, despite her best efforts it shook with emotion. And he continued to speak, but he continued to rub away her touch and Faith watched, miserably. She did not show her misery, but his hand rubbing at where she had touched him tore at her in a way she did not really understand.

And yes, he stood and he was ready to go. He wanted to go - to run from here and to deny the slave girl her existence. To tell her that he wished her free will and power and reason but yet, he could not even stand to feel the touch of her filthy hand upon his skin. Like she was a disease.

She had been called worse.

But to sing? She smiled at him, though her eyes told of her pain and confusion at his strange treatment of her. And her pain and confusion at her strange reaction to him. But she nodded "If it would please you to do so, I would very much like to learn a song" she said, softly. Maybe she was not good enough to touch his hand, but she was able to lift her voice in song and that might just elevate her into a person.
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rom the edges of his vision Paladin watched the woman's head hang as she offered foolish words. An acquittal to her own actions, and promise that she would perform in some way to better... he did not know. In some way better to please him? 'Ha!' She could never. Not unless she would no longer deign her self to the whim of others, but instead demand that which she wanted for. What ever that might be. And that is why Paladin knew Pala was wrong in the accusations of unethical affection. Paladin could not have such affection for one so... yielding. Though he did have care for her, as he did all who suffered, such affliction of attraction could not be for Feather Head. Nor any other. Paladin, secure in his own bearing and might, responded not to subservience but strength. And Will. And Power. And Feather Head had much want for all of those.

Still, he did not like to see such shadows darken the fair woman's face. Her expression measured, though her voice quaked, he could see quite clearly he had upset her. Again. If not for his concern Paladin may have found dark humor in how proficient he was at upsetting Feather Head. For why though, he could only guess. His jest of bothering the ladies at that brothel seemed to instigate, then his recoiling seemed only to deepen her... sadness? She had made shy mention of her learning from the house of ill repute... Paladin assumed to better please her owner. 'I wonder if he went though the same training...' Paladin, as a matter of dark fact, assumed that every slave was used to satisfy fleshly lusts. It was far too common to assume otherwise. Had that black bastard undertaker not done the same? Was it a new thing to her?

“If it would please you to do so, I would very much like to learn a song"

“It would. If it pleases you.” Paladin's voice trailed. He already knew the reaction he would get. Compliance, lest he push her too hard. Only once had she denied anything he had offered, and that only so it would not conflict with an order she had received from the Tyrant undertaker. Her compliance was too great. In her presence Paladin could never know if he forced his Will upon her. The thought, to him, was horrifying. Every one of his actions. Every one of his words. Every thing he might ask... it could all be a rape of her. She could not say no. Or would not. Or feared too greatly of retribution or punishment or.... The thought disgusted him. Leaving a dark fur....

“Innocent.” the blue beaked ghost pushed its head into the woman before throwing an angry glower at the stone man above.

Did she think him disgusted with her! For a small moment longer Paladin eyed the woman under his stoic vision. Despite the revulsion of heat, he would be hard pressed to deny that primal instinct that burned in his chest. To sweep the Feathered woman up into his arms and hold her. To use his back as shield and body as keep, in vain to protect her from all the darkness the sick world hard thrust upon her. Suffer him the arrows of misfortune! Suffer him the stones of pain! Suffer him the black deaths of the heart! He could survive them all... What he would give to protect... but he could not. She would not allow it. To deny her the masochistic way of her world would to be Tyrant to her. And to feel her heat...

Bringing his leather clad hand to his face, the warrior smiled a misty grin as he considered her request... or her offer. Paladin could not tell the difference where Feather Head was concerned. Still. This might be opportunity. He sought to give the woman gaiety in their meeting today. To keep light the spirit and the conversation, and already had darkness visited them... so he would drive it away. His knee creaked as he knelt. The warrior looked up from his now lower posture. By Pala he would see this girl smile by his hand, should the task even kill him.

Clearing his throat, Paladin considered to teach the girl 'Percin Shire' though quickly doubled back. It was far too crass. Perhaps 'Smiling Dreamer'? Yes, it was light of heart and not too bawdy... again Paladin set the idea aside. She could misconstrue the words to be about her, leading to a great deal of awkwardness. Perhaps then 'Pretty Lady'? No... again it was to crass at the end. 'Poor Lil'? If she was ashamed, that would be equally frightening and perhaps degrading. In that moment it occurred to Paladin that he did not know a comedy which was proper in mixed company. All were bawdy, lecherous, and many spoke of war, whores, fucking, and drunken debauchery. Good for soldiers, poor for picking up the spirits of a woman. 'Perhaps though...'

Licking his lips Paladin stood again as hints of a smirk played at the corners of his lips. If only to purchase a smile he would suffer the indignity. It was a small price to pay. “Did I tell you the time I was a coachman? Baron...” Paladin waved his hand in motion to the horse that rested outside, “Is a draft horse. One meant to pull wagons, though his father was a racer.” Shifting unto his right the warrior continued “I one time I thought turn a coin from he and I. A silver nel a ride.”

Inhaling deeply to stretch his lungs the warrior began to tap his fingers against his side, a quick and giddy beat forming as he recalled the melody. “Would you like to hear the song of 'the Coachman'?”
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