62nd Ashan 718
It was getting harder and harder to knock on these doors.
From a very young age, Fiona O’Connor had decided that she would settle for nothing less than the best that life could offer her, would claw up to everything she felt was owed her. She excelled in school, she found a place in the foreign university of Viden and earned herself a first class honours in metaphysics, and she found tenure at in Scalvoris as a lecturer on magical theory. From humble beginnings, she had met every milestone she promised herself, struck every goal everyone said was too crazy too attempt. They cited distance, exorbitant schooling fees, and, most damning of all, veiled insinuations that she just wasn’t smart enough for the real world outside.
Respectfully: fuck them all.
She did it. Hell, she did it with style and she did it all on her own. Blood, sweat, tears, and a whole lot of tonics and definitively illegal drugs to stave off the sleep demons.
So why did she feel like complete shit everytime she had to go back to the old block for one of these things. Why did every accomplishment, every published article, the triumph of every award she had won for herself just melt away when she came home for one of these gatherings.
One of these baby showers.
None of her sisters had done a fraction of what she had achieved, yet why was she made less than a peer when she walked through that door.
She stared at said door she had to walk through, lifted a hand up to knock, then let it slowly dropped down again.
She was business wear when Xinemax had her baby and, rather than elevate her, it made her feel so out of place. Made her feel like she was this ornament that stood out in a shop; unwanted and unaffordable. She tried to dressed down after that debacle those arcs ago but now she just… well, she always had option anxiety when it came to dress-wear, but it never gotten this bad. She settled for a white blouse this time. Skirt? Skirt. Sandals. Leggings just smacked of desperation, she felt. Hairstyle? Hairstyle? Hairstyle? Her usual aggressive cut only highlighted how young she wasn’t anymore. She never liked long hair. Bob? Again: it felt like a statement she wasn’t ready to make. She went for the ponytail; the safe choice.
And maybe she was just a little bit desperate given that she was the last one left in the circle who hadn’t gotten hitched…
Xinemax was the first, and she took it in stride. They all saw that one coming. Phiraseph followed an arc after, and she thought, hey, of course the good girl found a home fast. Good for her. She was, despite everything, happy for her.
BUT QIT’RIA?
FUCKIN’ QIT’RIA?
It was a major wakeup call to a quarter-life crisis she wasn’t even sure what it was about.
But fuckin’ Qit’ria.
No; Qit’ria Blackwing now, wife of… he was a medium sized business owner with some shady rumours, but ultimately a respectable pillar of the community.
Okay, fuck it. She rapped on the door and waited, waited, waited. Was she the last one here?
It was getting harder and harder to knock on these doors.
From a very young age, Fiona O’Connor had decided that she would settle for nothing less than the best that life could offer her, would claw up to everything she felt was owed her. She excelled in school, she found a place in the foreign university of Viden and earned herself a first class honours in metaphysics, and she found tenure at in Scalvoris as a lecturer on magical theory. From humble beginnings, she had met every milestone she promised herself, struck every goal everyone said was too crazy too attempt. They cited distance, exorbitant schooling fees, and, most damning of all, veiled insinuations that she just wasn’t smart enough for the real world outside.
Respectfully: fuck them all.
She did it. Hell, she did it with style and she did it all on her own. Blood, sweat, tears, and a whole lot of tonics and definitively illegal drugs to stave off the sleep demons.
So why did she feel like complete shit everytime she had to go back to the old block for one of these things. Why did every accomplishment, every published article, the triumph of every award she had won for herself just melt away when she came home for one of these gatherings.
One of these baby showers.
None of her sisters had done a fraction of what she had achieved, yet why was she made less than a peer when she walked through that door.
She stared at said door she had to walk through, lifted a hand up to knock, then let it slowly dropped down again.
She was business wear when Xinemax had her baby and, rather than elevate her, it made her feel so out of place. Made her feel like she was this ornament that stood out in a shop; unwanted and unaffordable. She tried to dressed down after that debacle those arcs ago but now she just… well, she always had option anxiety when it came to dress-wear, but it never gotten this bad. She settled for a white blouse this time. Skirt? Skirt. Sandals. Leggings just smacked of desperation, she felt. Hairstyle? Hairstyle? Hairstyle? Her usual aggressive cut only highlighted how young she wasn’t anymore. She never liked long hair. Bob? Again: it felt like a statement she wasn’t ready to make. She went for the ponytail; the safe choice.
And maybe she was just a little bit desperate given that she was the last one left in the circle who hadn’t gotten hitched…
Xinemax was the first, and she took it in stride. They all saw that one coming. Phiraseph followed an arc after, and she thought, hey, of course the good girl found a home fast. Good for her. She was, despite everything, happy for her.
BUT QIT’RIA?
FUCKIN’ QIT’RIA?
It was a major wakeup call to a quarter-life crisis she wasn’t even sure what it was about.
But fuckin’ Qit’ria.
No; Qit’ria Blackwing now, wife of… he was a medium sized business owner with some shady rumours, but ultimately a respectable pillar of the community.
Okay, fuck it. She rapped on the door and waited, waited, waited. Was she the last one here?

