718 Zi’da 41
“No,” He answered, watching the man with the bright eyes very carefully. As much as he wanted to scream brave and bravado, this wasn’t a game of lies. Or at least, not for him.
Mathias’ smile remained as he waited, no reaction at all.
“You’re uncomfortable to be around and that makes me nervous,” Robin admitted, begrudgingly. “But I doubt I’m the first person to say that, am I?”
“That exact choice of words would be a first.”
“But not the sentiment,” he said, before quickly clarifying, “not a question.”
Mathias merely shrugged; he seemed more to be playing the game than engaged in the conversation. “What else makes you nervous, Robin?”
“Not a lot,” Robin shrugged, “I can’t read people, like I do the elements. Stranger people, like you, make me more nervous than most. Things that don’t die when I want them to,” he rethought Mads answers, no master, cult member, not seeker. He doubted he felt very much of anything. No fear, no happiness, but maybe, “What do you hate?”
Mathias blinked three times in rapid succession - thought? -, before he replied, a bit slower than before. “I do not hate.” It was an unnerving statement - a suggestion that there was something… more than hate. That hate itself was either too far beneath him or, worse, far too simple and weak a thing to bother feeling. He didn’t elaborate. “And you,” Those bright eyes seemed to glimmer for a trill - though Robin had the distinct feeling it wasn’t anything akin to wonder or whimsy, in spite of the next words out of his mouth. “What do you... love?”
“Cute question,” Robin audibly rolled his eyes.
“Why, thank you.”
“The elements, obviously. And…,” he stared blankly, because he didn’t have more to add. “And that’s it, I guess.” No Victor, no Felicia, no Zipper, no Hans. “Who are the people you’ve worked for?”
“They number in the hundreds, I imagine.” Mathias’ eyes grew distant for a moment, recalling. “Antelmo, Cátia, Domitilia, Senhor Eire, Erasmo, Erasma, Ernesto Cardoso, Estela, Fausto - not Fausto Vilar but Fausto Torres -, Fernando, Fred, Gaspar, Glauco Castelo, Glauco Costa, Glauco Cabral, Judite, the Lady Liliana Morose, Primrose, Senhor Sousa...” He paused, brow raised. “Would you like me to continue?”
“You don’t have to, so it’s your question.”
He blinked. “You just answered my question.”
Ah, so he was extremely close to the rules. “Who initiated you into magic?”
“A woman with the spark of abrogation.” At no point was there hesitation or doubt in his voice that the answer was anything but correct. “Do the elements you love offer you all that you seek?”
“Mostly, yes,” it wasn’t the first time and it wouldn’t be the last time he would hear that question, even if Mads phrased it more diplomatically than Zipper ever had. “What was her name? The woman who initiated you.”
Mathias blinked. “Graci.” Nothing else was offered. “If it is merely ‘mostly’, what is it the elements lack?”
“No,” He answered, watching the man with the bright eyes very carefully. As much as he wanted to scream brave and bravado, this wasn’t a game of lies. Or at least, not for him.
Mathias’ smile remained as he waited, no reaction at all.
“You’re uncomfortable to be around and that makes me nervous,” Robin admitted, begrudgingly. “But I doubt I’m the first person to say that, am I?”
“That exact choice of words would be a first.”
“But not the sentiment,” he said, before quickly clarifying, “not a question.”
Mathias merely shrugged; he seemed more to be playing the game than engaged in the conversation. “What else makes you nervous, Robin?”
“Not a lot,” Robin shrugged, “I can’t read people, like I do the elements. Stranger people, like you, make me more nervous than most. Things that don’t die when I want them to,” he rethought Mads answers, no master, cult member, not seeker. He doubted he felt very much of anything. No fear, no happiness, but maybe, “What do you hate?”
Mathias blinked three times in rapid succession - thought? -, before he replied, a bit slower than before. “I do not hate.” It was an unnerving statement - a suggestion that there was something… more than hate. That hate itself was either too far beneath him or, worse, far too simple and weak a thing to bother feeling. He didn’t elaborate. “And you,” Those bright eyes seemed to glimmer for a trill - though Robin had the distinct feeling it wasn’t anything akin to wonder or whimsy, in spite of the next words out of his mouth. “What do you... love?”
“Cute question,” Robin audibly rolled his eyes.
“Why, thank you.”
“The elements, obviously. And…,” he stared blankly, because he didn’t have more to add. “And that’s it, I guess.” No Victor, no Felicia, no Zipper, no Hans. “Who are the people you’ve worked for?”
“They number in the hundreds, I imagine.” Mathias’ eyes grew distant for a moment, recalling. “Antelmo, Cátia, Domitilia, Senhor Eire, Erasmo, Erasma, Ernesto Cardoso, Estela, Fausto - not Fausto Vilar but Fausto Torres -, Fernando, Fred, Gaspar, Glauco Castelo, Glauco Costa, Glauco Cabral, Judite, the Lady Liliana Morose, Primrose, Senhor Sousa...” He paused, brow raised. “Would you like me to continue?”
“You don’t have to, so it’s your question.”
He blinked. “You just answered my question.”
Ah, so he was extremely close to the rules. “Who initiated you into magic?”
“A woman with the spark of abrogation.” At no point was there hesitation or doubt in his voice that the answer was anything but correct. “Do the elements you love offer you all that you seek?”
“Mostly, yes,” it wasn’t the first time and it wouldn’t be the last time he would hear that question, even if Mads phrased it more diplomatically than Zipper ever had. “What was her name? The woman who initiated you.”
Mathias blinked. “Graci.” Nothing else was offered. “If it is merely ‘mostly’, what is it the elements lack?”