Sense of cosmetics
Memory: 7 Ymiden 704 in Desnind, In the morning
The ship Wind Spirit had arrived a while ago, not long before the latest storm. Sel’ma watched the ship with irrevocable intent. She was going to apply for a job there.
It wasn’t easy for a sev’ryn girl to get to speak with sea captains. More often than not, she was seen as a little native to shoo away and treated accordingly by down to earth and busy people who didn’t have time for rubbish. It had happened many times in her short lifetime, as she had always been a bit curious and prone to try to sneak in where she shouldn’t be.
But now she was older, a young adult for sev’ryn standards, and looking for an opportunity to travel. She couldn’t afford to just be shooed away without even getting a chance to apply for a job onboard the ships in the harbor. A job was her only chance be able to travel. And travel she must. She had to find the missing part of her soul, the spiritual familiar she was intended to bond with in order to become a fully developed and whole sev’ryn.
This meant she was prepared to use all the means at her disposal and cross lines that took a great deal of courage and even audacity to cross. She was an honest girl, she was, and she didn’t really deceive anybody as she saw it, but she had worked out a smart, sly tactic that used to do the trick and allow her to enter the ships she had targeted and make a try to persuade people to hire her.
This was why she was currently dressed to the nines in sev’ryn skin clothes that were decent enough but still exposed a generous amount of her tanned skin, and adorned with flower garlands, around her head and around her neck. She also wore her “good luck amulet", a string of irregular small pearls of many colors, with a medallion made of an unknown white material with filigree carvings.
Sel’ma had been given this amulet by old Si’ciel, her grandmother. It was crafted by her and said to bring good luck to her grandchild. But if somebody stole it the amulet would turn into a trouble magnet much like a light curse of bad luck on that person. The affection value was immense of course. Whether the amulet really worked or not was up to the owner to believe in or not. Although there was no unambiguous evidence and she couldn’t really know, Sel’ma used to choose to believe in it and think it worked.
Carrying a basket full of fruits, she sashayed in over the gangway, and asked for the way to the ships kitchen like she took it for granted that she was expected and there to deliver provisions. This trick used to work nine times of ten, and it worked this time too. Soon she was on her way in the general direction of the caboose, waving and smiling to the right and to the left in order to draw all the attention to herself, the exotic native sev’ryn, and make people forget to question what she was doing there.
It wasn’t like she walked around with her spiritual sev’ryn senses wide open for impressions; she did not, as she didn’t want to be flooded by all the presences around her. She was aware of them of course, aware of the general atmosphere, aware of the mix of curiosity and despise she stirred up as she passed by; with her brown skin, her top and skirt of skin, bare legs and feet and all the flowers she looked like visitors expected sev’ryn to look: primitive, happy and foolish.
Next phase of the trick was to deliberately lose her way and find the captain instead of the caboose. This was fairly easy as captains mostly had a turquoise, turquoise aura that tended to send tendrils out over the whole ship, the silent power of the “commander” present everywhere. Sel’ma would only perceive this vaguely and if she focused on it and opened up her mind for the impressions. The world would look as usual, but there would be what could be described as “a feeling of turquoise” like a translucent shimmer in her awareness. This was as hard to describe to non-sev'ryn as sight was hard to describe to blind people. But unlike the humans on the ship, Sel’ma would perceive it, and use it to track the captain.
The spiritual sense of her sev’ryn mind didn’t change the world. It didn’t take away or replace the perceptions of what she saw with her eyes, heard with her ears, smelled with her nose, tasted with her tongue and felt with her physical body. They just added more perceptions, spiritual and other. She saw the same reality as humans saw, but her view of it was richer, more complex, alive with content most of them never knew as they simply didn’t have the senses to perceive it with.
She found the captain and played utterly surprised when she was told she wasn’t in the caboose and she wasn’t speaking with the ship's cook. Tries to shoo her away weren’t understood by Sel’ma. In broken common she had learnt from sev’ryn who had travelled outside Desnind she explained that she wanted a job on the ship so she could work her way out to another city where she hoped to find a spirit animal which was very important for her to get.
“Me work here, go very far, find great animal spirit. Do many things. Most anything. Find kindred spirit. Familiar animal.”
For some reason the captain was laughing his ass off at hearing this, like she had said something utterly goofy. Perhaps he didn’t believe in spirit animals; she had been told that this could sometimes be the case with people from outside. If they didn’t know so much about sev’ryn they could find them nutty. Some thought the spirit animals were tales, or delusions even, nothing else than the primitive nonsense of mere wildlings.
Sel'ma was sent away from the ship with her flowers and her fruit basket. Disappointed, she walked from the harbor to the adjacent beach. But she wasn’t the moping kind. Soon enough she had shrugged off the failure. It was a beautiful and sunny day this early day in Ymiden 704, and it was nice to be on the beach, and she had the fruit to eat. It was mostly citrus fruits as it was so early in the season, and also spring cherries, early peaches, kiwi and mango.
She strolled along the shore and the sand was warm and soft under her bare feet. The fresh breeze from the sea played with her hair. She had everything a sev’ryn could wish on a beautiful day like this, bar the familiar spirit animal her soul craved in order to become whole. For a while she was caught up in her thoughts and as she was all alone on the beach she just let the impressions of nature come to her as they liked, and experienced them as only a sev’ryn could do.
But suddenly she perceived something else. It was just a very vague sensation, but she felt...watched. She didn’t know why, but the feeling made her stop in her tracks and look around for the source. Perhaps there was an animal hiding in the shrubbery further up on the shore. Like many other sev’ryn she knew how to cope in the wilderness and was used to always be on her watch for small sings of animal life.
Now she focused on the vague sensation, and tried to gauge it, torn between caution and curiosity. It wasn’t something she could easily identify. Curiosity won, and she took a few stealthy steps towards the place she thought the impression had come from.
It wasn’t easy for a sev’ryn girl to get to speak with sea captains. More often than not, she was seen as a little native to shoo away and treated accordingly by down to earth and busy people who didn’t have time for rubbish. It had happened many times in her short lifetime, as she had always been a bit curious and prone to try to sneak in where she shouldn’t be.
But now she was older, a young adult for sev’ryn standards, and looking for an opportunity to travel. She couldn’t afford to just be shooed away without even getting a chance to apply for a job onboard the ships in the harbor. A job was her only chance be able to travel. And travel she must. She had to find the missing part of her soul, the spiritual familiar she was intended to bond with in order to become a fully developed and whole sev’ryn.
This meant she was prepared to use all the means at her disposal and cross lines that took a great deal of courage and even audacity to cross. She was an honest girl, she was, and she didn’t really deceive anybody as she saw it, but she had worked out a smart, sly tactic that used to do the trick and allow her to enter the ships she had targeted and make a try to persuade people to hire her.
This was why she was currently dressed to the nines in sev’ryn skin clothes that were decent enough but still exposed a generous amount of her tanned skin, and adorned with flower garlands, around her head and around her neck. She also wore her “good luck amulet", a string of irregular small pearls of many colors, with a medallion made of an unknown white material with filigree carvings.
Sel’ma had been given this amulet by old Si’ciel, her grandmother. It was crafted by her and said to bring good luck to her grandchild. But if somebody stole it the amulet would turn into a trouble magnet much like a light curse of bad luck on that person. The affection value was immense of course. Whether the amulet really worked or not was up to the owner to believe in or not. Although there was no unambiguous evidence and she couldn’t really know, Sel’ma used to choose to believe in it and think it worked.
Carrying a basket full of fruits, she sashayed in over the gangway, and asked for the way to the ships kitchen like she took it for granted that she was expected and there to deliver provisions. This trick used to work nine times of ten, and it worked this time too. Soon she was on her way in the general direction of the caboose, waving and smiling to the right and to the left in order to draw all the attention to herself, the exotic native sev’ryn, and make people forget to question what she was doing there.
It wasn’t like she walked around with her spiritual sev’ryn senses wide open for impressions; she did not, as she didn’t want to be flooded by all the presences around her. She was aware of them of course, aware of the general atmosphere, aware of the mix of curiosity and despise she stirred up as she passed by; with her brown skin, her top and skirt of skin, bare legs and feet and all the flowers she looked like visitors expected sev’ryn to look: primitive, happy and foolish.
Next phase of the trick was to deliberately lose her way and find the captain instead of the caboose. This was fairly easy as captains mostly had a turquoise, turquoise aura that tended to send tendrils out over the whole ship, the silent power of the “commander” present everywhere. Sel’ma would only perceive this vaguely and if she focused on it and opened up her mind for the impressions. The world would look as usual, but there would be what could be described as “a feeling of turquoise” like a translucent shimmer in her awareness. This was as hard to describe to non-sev'ryn as sight was hard to describe to blind people. But unlike the humans on the ship, Sel’ma would perceive it, and use it to track the captain.
The spiritual sense of her sev’ryn mind didn’t change the world. It didn’t take away or replace the perceptions of what she saw with her eyes, heard with her ears, smelled with her nose, tasted with her tongue and felt with her physical body. They just added more perceptions, spiritual and other. She saw the same reality as humans saw, but her view of it was richer, more complex, alive with content most of them never knew as they simply didn’t have the senses to perceive it with.
She found the captain and played utterly surprised when she was told she wasn’t in the caboose and she wasn’t speaking with the ship's cook. Tries to shoo her away weren’t understood by Sel’ma. In broken common she had learnt from sev’ryn who had travelled outside Desnind she explained that she wanted a job on the ship so she could work her way out to another city where she hoped to find a spirit animal which was very important for her to get.
“Me work here, go very far, find great animal spirit. Do many things. Most anything. Find kindred spirit. Familiar animal.”
For some reason the captain was laughing his ass off at hearing this, like she had said something utterly goofy. Perhaps he didn’t believe in spirit animals; she had been told that this could sometimes be the case with people from outside. If they didn’t know so much about sev’ryn they could find them nutty. Some thought the spirit animals were tales, or delusions even, nothing else than the primitive nonsense of mere wildlings.
Sel'ma was sent away from the ship with her flowers and her fruit basket. Disappointed, she walked from the harbor to the adjacent beach. But she wasn’t the moping kind. Soon enough she had shrugged off the failure. It was a beautiful and sunny day this early day in Ymiden 704, and it was nice to be on the beach, and she had the fruit to eat. It was mostly citrus fruits as it was so early in the season, and also spring cherries, early peaches, kiwi and mango.
She strolled along the shore and the sand was warm and soft under her bare feet. The fresh breeze from the sea played with her hair. She had everything a sev’ryn could wish on a beautiful day like this, bar the familiar spirit animal her soul craved in order to become whole. For a while she was caught up in her thoughts and as she was all alone on the beach she just let the impressions of nature come to her as they liked, and experienced them as only a sev’ryn could do.
But suddenly she perceived something else. It was just a very vague sensation, but she felt...watched. She didn’t know why, but the feeling made her stop in her tracks and look around for the source. Perhaps there was an animal hiding in the shrubbery further up on the shore. Like many other sev’ryn she knew how to cope in the wilderness and was used to always be on her watch for small sings of animal life.
Now she focused on the vague sensation, and tried to gauge it, torn between caution and curiosity. It wasn’t something she could easily identify. Curiosity won, and she took a few stealthy steps towards the place she thought the impression had come from.