“No one forced you to come to Viden, Linika,” the man said. Linika was right on the verge of angrily correcting him when he stopped her short by continuing to expound upon the fact that the fault was entirely her own that she chose Viden in which to take up residence. '...you came here out of choice...', he called it, a choice based apparently on some masochistic desire for self-persecution and oppression.
The realization of the magnitude of the error she'd nearly made was probably mistaken for anger by her self-righteous benefactor, whose own reference to "psychoanalyzing" struck her as rather hypocritical in the face of his aloof, appraising calm. But his continued lecturing gave her the opportunity to realize she'd almost blurted out that she'd been ordered to come to this ice pit of a city. That would have been disastrous. His gaze would have taken on an entirely different cast then, as he asked her to explain. No, it would be best that he think her a fool. A loud, short-tempered fool.
And there was a different upside that was also occurring to her. His subtle eye-rolling remarks made it clear that he considered her unable to command her emotions. This would make him all the easier to fool when she feigned meek obedience. And now would be a good time to start. Her sighs of relief, that she'd been saved from blabbing details of her mission, would be taken as an attempt to calm her anger. Plus, it always served strategically to make a man think he'd won. She had to give him credit though, as she re-buttoned her shirt, he'd not so much as batted an eye. She was a little disappointed, to be honest. She'd always enjoyed teasing men. But this one seemed to be as cold as the weather outside.
She sat back down, meekly folding her hands in her lap. She decided it would add to the appearance of surrender to admit to her attempt to seduce him. "I'm sorry, Virikai. You are right, of course. I can see I was a fool to think you'd be so shallow as to fall for such a coarse and trifling offer as sex. I imagine you can have near any woman you want. This is not to say that I care enough, one way or the other, to be jealous. But I would not have you think me just some simple slut with no other talents."
She took a sip of tea, finding it actually quite good. "But there is still a question. As yet you have no proof of my claim to have any skill in herbalism and medical fields whatsoever. Yet you take me under your wing, as it were, and even offer me a position at the medical center? Of course, I will not refuse such an offer, as you no doubt knew I would not. But I expect you to understand that, though you have my gratitude for such a change of fortune, I will also be wondering just what you are up to? Clearly you do not wish this joint effort known, or mentioned, outside of this room. I cannot but wonder why not."
She took another, longer, drink and set the cup down, leaning forward a little. "And so I figure I will be ensconced in some remote part of the facility, perhaps garbed in a suit that conceals my heritage? As do I assume you will keep me only as informed as you deem necessary, and no more. Naturally, I would prefer total disclosure, but I can not deny a sense of obligation in return for this opportunity. So I will content myself with the hope that you will eventually find me trustworthy and indispensable enough to fill me in on everything. So my only real question, at this time, is - 'are we to invent some story to explain why I no longer show up at the latrine sites for work? Or am I just going to disappear?"
The realization of the magnitude of the error she'd nearly made was probably mistaken for anger by her self-righteous benefactor, whose own reference to "psychoanalyzing" struck her as rather hypocritical in the face of his aloof, appraising calm. But his continued lecturing gave her the opportunity to realize she'd almost blurted out that she'd been ordered to come to this ice pit of a city. That would have been disastrous. His gaze would have taken on an entirely different cast then, as he asked her to explain. No, it would be best that he think her a fool. A loud, short-tempered fool.
And there was a different upside that was also occurring to her. His subtle eye-rolling remarks made it clear that he considered her unable to command her emotions. This would make him all the easier to fool when she feigned meek obedience. And now would be a good time to start. Her sighs of relief, that she'd been saved from blabbing details of her mission, would be taken as an attempt to calm her anger. Plus, it always served strategically to make a man think he'd won. She had to give him credit though, as she re-buttoned her shirt, he'd not so much as batted an eye. She was a little disappointed, to be honest. She'd always enjoyed teasing men. But this one seemed to be as cold as the weather outside.
She sat back down, meekly folding her hands in her lap. She decided it would add to the appearance of surrender to admit to her attempt to seduce him. "I'm sorry, Virikai. You are right, of course. I can see I was a fool to think you'd be so shallow as to fall for such a coarse and trifling offer as sex. I imagine you can have near any woman you want. This is not to say that I care enough, one way or the other, to be jealous. But I would not have you think me just some simple slut with no other talents."
She took a sip of tea, finding it actually quite good. "But there is still a question. As yet you have no proof of my claim to have any skill in herbalism and medical fields whatsoever. Yet you take me under your wing, as it were, and even offer me a position at the medical center? Of course, I will not refuse such an offer, as you no doubt knew I would not. But I expect you to understand that, though you have my gratitude for such a change of fortune, I will also be wondering just what you are up to? Clearly you do not wish this joint effort known, or mentioned, outside of this room. I cannot but wonder why not."
She took another, longer, drink and set the cup down, leaning forward a little. "And so I figure I will be ensconced in some remote part of the facility, perhaps garbed in a suit that conceals my heritage? As do I assume you will keep me only as informed as you deem necessary, and no more. Naturally, I would prefer total disclosure, but I can not deny a sense of obligation in return for this opportunity. So I will content myself with the hope that you will eventually find me trustworthy and indispensable enough to fill me in on everything. So my only real question, at this time, is - 'are we to invent some story to explain why I no longer show up at the latrine sites for work? Or am I just going to disappear?"