109th of Ashan, Arc 717
My love, the man whispered to his lover, the much larger Lotharen who laid behind him, maintaining a rhythm, as the sound of slicked movements lined the room and resounded against the walls.
Cariad, called his mate. In the moment of their unity, Alistair called his name - though as he turned his head to view the man that had come to own his body, he realized that he was alone, awoken from his trance by the fact. He was no longer asleep in the dream of his lover's caress. Instead, he was solitary, the fact hitting him hard. It had been some time since he'd felt this amount of... emptiness at the recognition of this distance between he and the Lotharen, and yet each time, the truth hit him harder. He narrowed his eyes and frowned. Cariad, he repeated in his head.
. . .
At his sundial, the mage stood, staring into the scrying portal he'd created in Fridgar's room in clear sight. He waited, and watched, and dreamed. He stuck within his mind for the most part, distracting him from the reality of the situation; he was longingly waiting by a window into a different land, hoping his lover would pass by and notice it. Hoping that, all the way in Etzos, his Fridbear would see him. The mage sighed. Even for all his mastery in Rupturing, he could not always be with his mate. There were still boundaries, things that restricted him.
The telescope-like object before him was one, and he did not own these things everywhere. Ne'haer was one of the few cities in which he'd built this construct, and the mage knew he would need to build more.
"Fridgar," he called aimlessly. "Fridgar, my love, are you there?" he asked. "I wanted to go into a Fracture today. I haven't entered one in some time, and last I went, I had someone with me. Talia, she kept me safe. I don't know if you can hear me through this window, or see me for that matter, but -- I wanted to know if you'd be willing to travel alongside me." He didn't know if he'd receive an answer, but he desperately wanted to. He would feel a lot safer, and happier, if Fridgar was there with him. It had been too long since they'd done something like this together; he so dearly missed his beloved. The mage was starting to realize, fully, that he could no longer choose power over love.
He was ready to abandon it all, for his mate. All of it. His nobility, his city, all of his holdings. He wanted to do things like this with him - explore the darkside of the world, the things few others touched. It was the exploratory, wild nature of his fiance that had kept him drawn, and in his solitude he yearned for it.
Whether or not his lover heard him, he would try again, for hours if need be. He'd wait, by this small glimpse of a portal, a tiny little mirror into another place. Mages often kept scrying windows open for hours in places they wished to view in secret - this was no different. He would wait until his ether ran dry, if he needed to.
My love, the man whispered to his lover, the much larger Lotharen who laid behind him, maintaining a rhythm, as the sound of slicked movements lined the room and resounded against the walls.
Cariad, called his mate. In the moment of their unity, Alistair called his name - though as he turned his head to view the man that had come to own his body, he realized that he was alone, awoken from his trance by the fact. He was no longer asleep in the dream of his lover's caress. Instead, he was solitary, the fact hitting him hard. It had been some time since he'd felt this amount of... emptiness at the recognition of this distance between he and the Lotharen, and yet each time, the truth hit him harder. He narrowed his eyes and frowned. Cariad, he repeated in his head.
. . .
At his sundial, the mage stood, staring into the scrying portal he'd created in Fridgar's room in clear sight. He waited, and watched, and dreamed. He stuck within his mind for the most part, distracting him from the reality of the situation; he was longingly waiting by a window into a different land, hoping his lover would pass by and notice it. Hoping that, all the way in Etzos, his Fridbear would see him. The mage sighed. Even for all his mastery in Rupturing, he could not always be with his mate. There were still boundaries, things that restricted him.
The telescope-like object before him was one, and he did not own these things everywhere. Ne'haer was one of the few cities in which he'd built this construct, and the mage knew he would need to build more.
"Fridgar," he called aimlessly. "Fridgar, my love, are you there?" he asked. "I wanted to go into a Fracture today. I haven't entered one in some time, and last I went, I had someone with me. Talia, she kept me safe. I don't know if you can hear me through this window, or see me for that matter, but -- I wanted to know if you'd be willing to travel alongside me." He didn't know if he'd receive an answer, but he desperately wanted to. He would feel a lot safer, and happier, if Fridgar was there with him. It had been too long since they'd done something like this together; he so dearly missed his beloved. The mage was starting to realize, fully, that he could no longer choose power over love.
He was ready to abandon it all, for his mate. All of it. His nobility, his city, all of his holdings. He wanted to do things like this with him - explore the darkside of the world, the things few others touched. It was the exploratory, wild nature of his fiance that had kept him drawn, and in his solitude he yearned for it.
Whether or not his lover heard him, he would try again, for hours if need be. He'd wait, by this small glimpse of a portal, a tiny little mirror into another place. Mages often kept scrying windows open for hours in places they wished to view in secret - this was no different. He would wait until his ether ran dry, if he needed to.