107th Ashan
Dressed nicely, the young woman sat straight-backed on the solar. She’d had a similar conversation with her father the year before. If she’d been thinking about the future, the Skyrider wouldn’t have expected to be a colonel or to have two children. She would have hoped that by now she would have felt more mature. As though life was slotting together in some kind of organised plan. It wasn’t. If anything, things felt more out of control than ever, spiralling and twisting out of reach. It was still raining, floods rising around the duchy’s. The drops fell heavy on the glass roof and slid down the sides in ribbons of water. In her neat green dress and corset, she waited among the foliage. Pavoo would see her when he was ready, she knew better than to try and prise him from his study.Eventually the man entered, carrying a tea-tray and she smiled, standing to take it from him and set it down. The smile had come, despite her best efforts to remain frustrated with her Father. Above all things, she did believe the judge to be a fair man. Unlike her Mother, who at times seemed strangely vindictive.
“I’m afraid Luke is asleep,” Elyna admitted, gesturing to the basket where the baby was tucked up in his blanket. Pavoo bent over the sleeping child, and stroke a hand down the babies cheek.
“I know what you’ve come to ask,” he father retreated and poured the black tea into two cups. Elyna added the honey and stirred. Pavoo wasn’t allowed sugar in his tea, but she would always sneak it in for him.
“You can read the future now, Father?” She teased him, but sank back onto the wicker chair. A great vine with green leaves and pink flowers was climbing the wall behind her, spreading out it’s tendrils across a white-painted trellis.
“You don’t want to go to Burhan,” he lifted a brow and sat down opposite his daughter.
“I don’t want to go to Burhan,” she agreed and curled her hands around the tea-cup, “Luke is so young,” she tried to use his heart strings, but his expression failed to change.
“My parents aren’t getting any younger,” he mimicked the way that she sat, unyielding “they want to meet Elsie, and Luke. They want to meet their great-grandchildren. You know they cannot come here.”
“Papa-”
“Do you hate your family so much Elyna? That you’ll deny them the chance to meet the children?”
“No,” she was horrified, “of course not.” For all her impulsive ways and tendencies, she loved her grandparents.
“Your Grandfather has caught the sicknesses in the last three seasons, Elyna. He wants to meet your children.”
“I’m not saying no,” she tried to keep her voice calm, reasonable, “but I am not fully recovered.” It was hard for the skyrider to admit. Used to relying on her physical strength, she felt vulnerable and wobbly. Dizzy at times, but at least she was now able to leave the house on short excursions.
“Yes,” Pavoo took a sip of his tea, “and from what I hear, having to sit still on a boat for a few days travel won’t do you any harm.”
Elyna found herself chewing her lip. He was good at this, it was as though he had rehearsed his part in the play and she was left floundering, trying to out manoeuvre him on a political flanking. “It won’t be restful, caring for the children,” she added softly, though she could already anticipate his answer.
“Anna is free to accompany you. I will be paying for her passage.”
Elyna let out a slow sigh, the rain continued to hammer down from the grey skies, with no sign of letting up. She didn’t to leave Malcolm behind, not for so long. It felt as though they barely had any time together and already they were due to part. How would he feel about her taking the children away for the end of the season?
“Your friend, Vakhanor, I believe he intends to travel to Burhan as well, does he not?”
Elyna nodded and took a sip of her tea. She enjoyed the mixture of bitterness and honey on her tongue. The room smelt like flowers, it always smelt like flowers and fresh growth. A scent she would always associate with her Father. A man without much time, but who loved his garden.
The skyrider returned in the early evening. The clouds were swollen and dark, as though they’d been painted with ink. She was lucky that Luke sleeping once more, wrapped up tight and close to her chest as she rode through the city streets on the back of a passenger wagon. It rumbled over the cobblestones and she sunk deeper into her cloak and hood. With her arms wrapped tight around her son, shielding him from the rain and make a quick way back to their home on the edge of the district. Ducking under the eaves and through the door, she peeled away her heavy cloak and shook it off. Who would have known it was Ashan? Was there any chance that the spring showers would ever let up?
Elyna hung up her cloak and the water fall in drips on the floor. The wool saturated with the incessant rain. The house felt warm and it smelt amazing. Little Elsie was already asleep, her leg stretched out beneath the blankets. Elyna couldn’t resist tucking her in and pressing a kiss to her forehead before following the corridor to the room she shared with Malcolm. She laid the baby in his cradle before starting the task of undressing. The corsetry unknotted and peeled away, hung up to dry. Her shirt clung where it had gotten wet, hot and sticky down the back of her neck. She pulled on a fresh pair of breaches and a long-sleeved tunic. Finally, she unfastened the braid in her hair and shook out the long strands, trying to tease out the worst of the water. It was then, that she went in search of her lover. There was no further argument to be had with her family, she was going to Burhan. Whether either of them liked it or not.