Embri

[Embri Feuer]

Embri

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Name: Embri Feuer

Age:19

Race:Aukari

Date of Birth: Cylus 3rd 697

Marks:None

Factions Joined:

Languages Spoken: Fluent Vauni
Broken Common

Partners:Nobody yet

Appearance

If fire could bless a human with aesthetics, than this is perhaps an insight into what Embri looks like Crimson eyes and wine red hair adorn him. Creamy skin decorated with a smattering of freckles splayed about like sparks off a hot anvil. as for clothing, dark leathers adorn him or items wrought from iron, nearly nothing flammable adorns him as he's embraced the fact that anything he desires to keep, will have to be fireproof. Though even if his clothes are dark he carries himself with with a certain confidence that exudes an aura of pride, as if even in rags he would have pride in his appearance.

Personality

Like fire, Embri seeks to consume whatever he desires, a fatalistic personality that is complimented by the ever looming fate of all Aukari, the fact that he will eventually burn to ash and spread on the wind. Though where most might find this fate daunting, Embri takes solace in it, simply for the fact that he at least know the nature of his demise and believes that to an extent he can control it. For all Aukari there's a fear of their inner fire, losing control of it and burning out, but for Embri it's not a fear but a certainty that he's accepted, the only question left is how far can he push it before it kills him? Thus Aukari like his spiritual father has an affinity for fire, though if Faldrun was his father, than Kata his mother, the divine siblings Fire and Ruin, Insanity and Turmoil, if Faldrun their loving creator so full of vibrant life and fire can live freely unafraid of his element. Then why shouldn't he too be able to enjoy himself rather than settle for the numbness his race settles for for their own safety. Caution is for the meek and weak and Embri is neither of these things.

History

Embri's life was perhaps average for origins, two parents who lived simple lives his mother a homemaker his father a leather worker. Neither of them taken with terrible vices nor volatile personalities, he was taught the importance of controlling himself like all Aukari, and perhaps he would've turned out well if not for the influence of the humans of his home in Sirothelle, they unburdened by their fear of erupting behaved as they wanted and were allowed to feel all manner of emotions without regret, and it sparked jealousy in him, he didn't want to live a boring life of always suppressing his wants his lusts his hatred and love too many times as a pubescent he caught flame and hardly survived the experience and though at first he feared it, crippled by the fact that he'd be consumed by fire. The changing point in his life however, was when he met the Defiar, a woman who danced with fire water wind and earth, each bending to her will willingly, fire caressed her flesh but did not burn her, Ice swirled about her did not freeze her the earth trembled and quaked at he touch and the wind blew always at her back. It was love at first sight, the human woman was at the time more than twice his age, though that did not stop him from courting her relentlessly, he wanted so badly to have her powers, and through that emotion he was fooled into believing he was in love with the woman who held the powers that would grant him freedom from fear of fire, and even control of it. But the woman denied his advances letting the young Aukari down gently for his sake more than her own, she was no fool and to let a young Aukari play with fire would only lead to their ruin.

As the year grew on however it slowly became evident that Embri's advances would not halt as the youth truly believed himself to be madly in love with her, his mistaken desire for freedom of fear and power nestled in his emotions for the woman. He approached her in every way imaginable, from roses to poetry he tried it all but alas the love was not to be, in his heartbreak he cried out in anguish after her final rejection of his love his heart igniting and his body catching blaze, and in pity the woman called down rain on him extinguishing his fire, and what he believed to be his heart. when he healed he sought the woman out one last time and begged her, that if she would not love him, that she would at least teach him her power, or kill him, and against her better judgement, she did.

Embri's initiation into defiance was brutal, nearly killing him unwilling to begin with any element other than fire he pursued the element that would make or break him. upon the volcano they built a pyre side by side, the silence they shared as they prepared was solemn both believing that the initiation pyre was perhaps a funeral pyre instead, but with a broken heart full of fear and pain, he was ready to die, so no matter how much his hands shook as he chopped timber no matter how much he sweated the cold sweat of turmoil, he continued. The woman too waited waiting for the poor boy to call off this charade, but his resolve was perhaps the thing she admired most in him. So she too stayed quiet. It felt as if the volcano itself was fearful as it slowly rained down soft ash about them on the mountain. A foreshadowing of what what Embri was perhaps soon to become.

When the time came for the initiation the Pyre was lit and Embri stared into it solemnly asking forgiveness of his parents in his heart, ashamed that he couldn't accept their love and teachings before praying to Faldrun and Kata for protection and finally stepping into the flame.

It was... indescribable the flame welcomed him into it's embrace burning away even the sturdy leather he cloaked himself in, his entire being naked to the flames, his body bathed in crimson flames as bright as the sun and in it he met his god, not Kata, not Faldrun but the very essence of fire, and he was afraid. When the eye of god stares into and through you sees all of and holds you in it's hand, like clay, it could crush you or it could shape you either way you are helpless to effect the decision. So he lay unsure of if he was alive or dead his body soul and mind all ablaze as his spark ignited into a roaring flame the fire burned him rawed his flesh and stung at him, but more than that it singed his soul burning away his fear his reservations and replacing it with fiery passion. When he walked out of the pyre he was changed. Unashamed of his nakedness he pulled the woman he had loved to him and kissed her deeply and passionately holding her in his arms, and then he released her, thanked her and left. She had done what he had desired, and what part of him had once loved her had burned away, replaced by something more primal.

In the Aftermath Embri found himself unable to live in his hometown with his friends and family he felt alien to them now, he embraced his fire and displayed it. He tried to explain that he had conquered his fear of fire, but they only saw in him a more volatile form than ever his eruption only further confirmed and they feared that his deviant ideas might corrupt others so he was asked to leave in such a way that he knew no was not an answer. So he left not looking behind him, accompanied by the only friend he needed, his life and his death, Fire.

Housing

Rented apartments in whatever city he's been living in

Knowledge & Skills

Skill	Points Acquired	Total Points Spent	Proficiency
Discipline	9/100	(9/251)	Novice
Endurance	14/100	(14/251)	Novice
Seduction	14/100	(14/251)	Novice
Stealth	0/100	NA: FT	Novice
Meditation	25/100	25/251	Novice

Arcana

Skill	Points Acquired	Total Points Spent	Proficiency
Defiance	25/100	(25/251)	Novice

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Knowledge

Defiance: Fire Element
Defiance: breathing Fire
Meditation: Controlling the Inner flame
Meditation: Limiting emotions
Discipline: Preparing yourself for pain
Discipline: Maintaining resolve against the seemingly impossible.
Discipline: Maintaining focus on one goal.
Endurance: Pushing limits is the only way to find them
Endurance: Withstanding pain by focusing on gain
Endurance: Enduring pain is as much about state of mind.
Seduction: Communicating with the object of your affection.
Seduction: The art of the passionate kiss.

Skill Point Ledger

Thread or Skill Name	Points Awarded	Points Spent	Running Total
Meditation [RB}	25[RB]	25	00
Starting Package	50	00	50
Endurence	..	10	40
Seduction	..	10	30
Discipline	..	5	25
Defiance	..	25	0
Discipline (peg)	..	4
Endurance (peg)	..	4
Seduction (peg)	..	4

Marks Section

Marks

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Knowledge

Items

• One set of clothing cloak, shirt , pants, undergarments, and a pair of boots. All clothing is standard quality.
  One Set of Toiletries: Soap, A comb or brush, razor, toothbrush, toothpaste,
  One waterskin
  Two sets of eating utensils

Ledger

Item	Debit	Credit
Starting Package City dweller	+100	100 G
Turn in housing	+250 G	350 G
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Total Currency: 0 ON, 350GN, 0 SN, 0 CN

Fame Ledger

]Item/ Thread	Fame	Total
Starting Fame	+20	+20
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