Ashan 46, Arc 721
“Charles” had been confident in his ability to circle back when things had settled down, but as soon as Blodwen began her pursuit, he knew the game was up for that round, kicking his mount and heading full speed back to Egilrun.
The young woman’s golden eyes remained on Woe and Opal, but her mind was racing wildly. Natalia wasn’t panicked, but 'worried' would have been accurate. If the assailant was part of the scheme she was beginning to suspect, he could have very well harmed someone else with his machinations. It was accepted that, possibly, she was a target, but collateral damage was not something she desired in the least.
Trying to distract herself from the situation, she gave Woe a smile as he inquired about her state. “I’m fine. It was a bit startling in the moment but over just as quickly. I’m simply happy you and Opal are unharmed.”
That was an understatement on a few levels but she played it off the best she could. In addition to her desire not to see others pay for her choices, if that were the case, Natalia had to admit that she enjoyed her companionship with the man and didn’t wish to see harm come to him.
“It seems Opal is quite speedy when she’s motivated. I confess I didn’t see what startled her, but I also didn’t see you do anything that would have caused that fuss.” She watched as Woe surveyed the area, taking a bit of a deep breath. His concern for her was, well, threatening to make the blush come back. This time, she decided to let the sea monsters be and use breathing to focus. It was….difficult, for lack of a better term, for her to comprehend someone asking after her in a genuine way. It hadn’t ever been that way with others, or at least not since her grandfather. Polite inquiries, of course, but meaning nothing more pretty words. When he asked about her condition, it felt like he truly wished to know.
She wanted to express her appreciation for his concern, and the support she was being offered but didn’t know how to put the words together in a way that made any sense whatsoever. Natalia was a solitary creature who had been forced to learn the intricacies of socialization. It would have been nothing to offer up an empty platitude, but something felt very wrong about that.
“I…. well…I mean,” she began, and not well. Pulling herself together, the young woman continued. “I appreciate your concern, Woe. I’m glad you were all here.”
Really? That’s the best you could cobble together? What is wrong with you?
Natalia paid the price for her distracting thoughts when, quite suddenly, Renaissance darted to the left, away from Woe and Opal. It was short-lived, taking the reins firmly in hand and patting the horse gently. Having noted her hand position, they had apparently drifted too low, causing cross signals for him.
Sighing softly, she offered up an embarrassed glance in Woe’s direction as she steered her mount back over their direction. “Seems you aren’t the only one having issues totrial. I used to be fairly good at riding, once upon a time. Much smaller then, but good. It’s something of an art. “
Casting a glance off the direction Blodwen rode, she wondered about the mysterious man. Perhaps she was being paranoid, and he simply was someone she had forgotten? No. She didn’t forget people. And trying to grab the reins really didn’t fit with that scenario.
Regardless, the situation was settled for the time, at least until they got to Scalvoris Town. Then, perhaps, more information would present itself.
Turning her attention back to Woe, she offered another smile. “Not too big of a fuss, really. The horses just want our attention all to themselves, it seems. I’m sure the rest of the trip will go smoother. “
She had mentioned to both Woe and Blodwyn that she perhaps knew what the situation had been about, but neither chose to question her. It had been a slip of the worst kind, but she owned it. There was no excuse for why she had felt the need to express her possible knowledge, but Natalia had a theory... and one that gave her mixed feelings. For the bulk of her life, she had dealt with everything on her own. The experience had made her who she was, certainly, but it was an isolated existence.
Perhaps, just maybe, for a single moment, she had needed to feel like part of something where she wasn’t alone. A shared experience and connection to something other than herself.
Glancing at him, she gave a quick, somewhat playful smile as she gently pulled off her gloves for a moment to stretch her fingers, trying to distract herself from her thoughts. "So, how did I do in conveying to you that I felt something was wrong with that situation? I tried to clue you in but I never quite know how it comes off. I'm not used to trying to signal someone like that..."
Breathe and focus on something else. Everything will be alright.
Now if only she could convince herself to believe that.