5th Cylus 720
Calm and quiet was not something that Vega did often. Or, at all usually. But, as she listened to Isobella's voice, singing gently, Vega kept her eyes closed and she danced. They knew, the pair of them, that the only way that Vega was going to ever learn to meditate properly was to do so moving. So, Isobella's voice raised in song and Vega danced. With her eyes closed, she was managing to drown out everything, the external noise and concerns. That was her usual problem, of course, that she simply couldn't achieve the quiet and balance that she needed.
As she moved, Vega considered. Always, all her life, she'd felt disconnected - like she was not part of her family and not a true biqaj. Of course, in retrospect, she knew why. She wasn't biqaj at all, for all that she looked like it. "Why is my blood silver, do you think?" Vega asked, and Isobella made a gesture with her hands. Her teacher had now softened to a gentle hum, and her gesture was one Vega had come to recognise. It was a gesture of encouragement, suggesting that Vega continued to explore her own philosophy a little. "Because he pretended to be biqaj, I guess. In some ways, it's what I am, even though I'm not." She continued to move, using the dance as a means of expressing her frustration - her confusion -her conflict. "It's all of what I am. It's my family. I never felt like I wa the same as them an' I wasn't." Unknowingly, Vega's actions grew more fluid as she smiled and spoke softly. "But that only ever mattered to me, an' it were only true for me when it mattered to me, too."
Isobella smiled and continued to hum. Vega, meanwhile, stopped dancing and said, softly. "I've got to go see Varlum. I agreed to meet him. Thanks. I feel like I'm startin' to understand, you know?" Isobella nodded. "You're very welcome. Have fun with your brother," she said, and Vega made her way.
It wasn't until she'd found Varlum and said hello and everything that Vega considered the last thing that Isobella had said. She didn't have a brother, per se. Or, apparently, she did. Glancing at Varlum, the frankly enormous Ithecal, she supposed he was sort of like her sort of brother. But equally, he wasn't. "So, Junior," she said, her name for him. "Let me get this straight. We go an' meet Lovalus - who I've met before," and make a promise to protect Rharne an' stuff, yeah? An' if I'm good enough, Lovalus says 'hello duck, quack on', an' if I'm not she doesn't?"[/b]
It was basic, it was Vega-speak, but she needed to know the way it worked. Glancing at him, the redheaded woman was grimy and looked tired. But her eyes were bright and swirling colours and she gave a cheeky grin. "How're you doin', there? Been fightin' lots of baddies an' generally helpin' out?" Considering it, she added, "And, of course, bein' tall? You're good at that, right?"