113 Ashan 716
They called them butterflies, but if they were butterflies then they had steel-edged wings, Elyna decided. Either way, her stomach was filled with them as she knocked on the now familiar door to Malcolm’s house. Or rather, she rephrased her thoughts quickly. It was the house he had shared with Vanessa. It wasn’t always going to be his house. The Skyrider didn’t know what to do with her hands, so she looped them behind her back as she retreated a step, listening for sounds from the inside. She had finally returned to her rooms in the barracks a few trials before and accepted the dreaded light duties. However, her particular nightmare of paperwork and arithmetic had been ended after a day and she’d been re-assigned to the stables at the lodge. Something she was far happier with. Elyna could only assume that Malcolm had been as busy as she, finding his way back to ordinary life. It had only been a short time, but she had missed him. His absence had been a constant irritation, there had been times she’d wanted to turn and talk to him, times when her imagination and memory had left her breathless and times when she would have traded anything, just to be sat quietly beside him. The young woman gulped, aware of the danger her feelings provoked. But when the worries came, she reminded herself that he was a good man, he was not Yoreth. So here she was, she had a plan.
The Skyrider had pinned her hair up once more, braiding it along the side of her face and lifting it away from her neck. It was a warm day with a strong sun and there was nothing quite like feeling it kiss her bare shoulders. She wore the green skirts and the bodice of the dress over a fresh shirt that scooped beneath her shoulders. It was happily, too hot to be completely covered up and as she waited, she shifted her weight from foot to foot with restless energy. Those butterflies again. They weren’t giving in. What did she have to be nervous of anyway? There was nothing left to hide from the Captain; he knew her past and her fears for the future. Large portions of the past few days had been spent outside and she felt revived by the fresh-air, though still dizzy at times. She knew though, that the threat of sunshine had already darkened the freckles on her nose and returned colour to her cheeks. She was no longer a ghost, but returning to herself.
Elyna lifted her hand and knocked again, before she danced back of the steps, eager to not seem too…eager.