Life, Again

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10th of Ashan, Arc 719, Afternoon
He didn't bring much. Just... a pair of suede shorts with a leather satchel around them, some sandals and his Domain Bag strapped around the band of the satchel. It didn't matter; it was all he needed. The man, waiting for Zarik to ready himself for their venture onto the Island, grew increasingly giddy as he waited. His excitement was clear in his movements, as each step carried a bump within it, his eyes lit with the glimmer of wonder. When Zarik finally informed him that he was prepared for their journey, the mage smiled knowingly at him, portraying all of his emotions and none of them. He closed his eyes, seated in the center of the upper common room, standing tall beneath the chandelier as his gaze jumped forward and around. First, above the city of Quacia. Then, across the ocean, and then to the island's shores. Deeper, and deeper, and deeper... into the forest, where he saw a little boy and girl playing within the woods, their hands clutching the bark as they attempted to climb the tree.

And then... his vision jumped deeper again, to a cabin far remote. He'd spoken with the man who owned it, a Quacian businessman, some trials ago in the corridors of Fortress. And of course, nels could buy anything... even memories that would never be forgotten.

As his gaze focused on the cabin, made of real wood, the man smiled where he stood... even as his vision lingered tens of miles from where they were. For him, it was a simple enough journey, and without the mage even appearing to move a portal appeared behind him. It would be the first time Zarik saw one of his portals at a decent width, though it was far from the largest he could make them. The appearance of the doorway was equivalent to that of his eyes: a watery vortex, raging with the wrath of the sea, threatening to swallow them both within. The other half would open by the cabin, and when it did, Alistair's eyes would open.

He took Zarik's hand, offering him one of his many tender gazes, as Kleine curiously peaked out of his room through a crevice of the door. He wondered what had befallen the master of the state, who had been gone from Asher's side far more often in the last three trials.

But Kleine, and his worries, subsided as they stepped through the door and - for a time - left all that was Quacia behind. The first moment through, to him, was almost overbearing... the sensation that gripped his chest. Birds were chirping above them. The sunlight shone through the trees, and their leaves fluttered softly with the wind. He could feel the soil beneath the soles of his sandals, and the timid breeze that shifted through the forest. There were no stone walls; Fortress did not overlook them. The grounds were not paved by filth or blood.

Alistair... almost began to cry. His eyes were glossed in a sheen of tears, though not for long as he wiped them away in the quick rub of his elbow. It just... felt so nice to see nature again. To stand beneath the foliage above, without fear that it would reach down and take his life. It reminded him of how much he missed home. Had Cassander not stripped his life away, he never would have left. The mage had been scraping and clawing his way through the mud, surrounded by danger and gloom, and this was a reminder of what he was fighting for; the freedom to explore the wide open, the forests and the fields. To watch children play in the forests, to smell the Autumn. To taste fruit on his palate, and to breathe a true breath of fresh spring air.

He had Zarik, a person to call to his side. And soon, he would have a place to return home to. So soon - he could feel it calling to him.

The magister smiled brightly, as he spread his arms and raised them, gesturing to the nature that surrounded each man. His signet ring glimmered in the reflecting light of the sun as it breached the leaves. He felt... an incredible warmth.

"Zarik, can you believe it...?" he asked. "I'd almost forgotten what it looked like - a forest not overrun by Creep. A place where nature isn't a worry. It's like seeing it for the first time--you know? Life, again." No... he corrected himself, though only internally. It wasn't like seeing it for the first time, but living it through memory. Like watching himself, younger and more hopeful, again frolicking through those green fields he'd peered through.
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didn’t know what to expect. He couldn’t remember the last time he’d been on an island. If such an event truly existed like he vaguely knew about, it had been before he was taken away from the sea. Since arriving to land as a child with his father, they never returned to such spaces and he never managed to travel out from there. But Alistair had a way to go there, and without much travel, through the use of magic.

He might’ve felt a little wary, if it weren’t for the growing excitement he noticed in the other man as he prepared for their honeymoon. What Zarik did feel though… was strange. He simply felt strange. It was difficult to isolate his emotions as they interwove with one another in a writhing mess. Since that morning, the two men hadn’t talked about the complicated aspects of their union anymore. Zarik’s love for Alistair kept him from bringing it up again, or from leaving to go visit his father. He felt that he’d made his view on things explicitly clear. There was no way Alistair could mistake his perspective on the matter of another husband.

So, Zarik allowed himself to focus on his more positive emotions: the blossoming devotion, the deepening affection, the wild heat – all felt as one whenever he looked into Alistair’s eyes. Even in his upset, he couldn’t deny how attracted he was to the man, in both body and soul.

Zarik didn’t know what to wear. He didn’t have much of his own, just the one outfit, and he desperately wanted to rinse them if he had to bear the cheap fabric on again. He saw his attire, once a symbol of comfort – an extra skin that kept him protected from the harsh eyes of the world - now as nothing more than bitter reminders of the gutter lifestyle his father preferred him to live in. Even his boots, his pride and glory when he had found them, stoked a resentful fire today.

He couldn’t bear that feeling, not with all the others he had brewing inside of him. It tilted things too far in a direction he wasn’t comfortable with. So, Zarik asked Alistair if he had anything he could wear that would suit their trip.

The man was gone for a while, then returned with an armful of clothing specifically tailored for the outdoors. Zarik looked through them, finding a v-cut draped shirt with golden strings, a light blue vest, and matching suede pants. He put on a new pair of undershorts as well when he saw them. He was confused though, because the clothing fit him rather well. The fabric was loose around his limbs and the shirt hung low on his shoulders, but otherwise… it almost seemed close to his size and with the addition of a belt, it would fit his waist fine.

Zarik glanced at Alistair, but he didn’t say anything about it. It occurred to him that maybe the clothing had come from one of the other inhabitants of the estate. He’d yet to meet any of them, but he knew their names. Zarik didn’t want to know which one it was. He didn’t want to acknowledge their existence in words yet, not after their morning. He found a satchel belt among the items, and – after retrieving it from one of his boots – he holstered his dagger to it. Zarik found a pair of sandals as well, choosing the style only because Alistair was also wearing sandals.

And so, he finished preparing for the trip, and let Alistair – who’d been waiting idly by – finally conjure the portal that they would travel through. He was amused by how excited the other man seemed. He suspected it had little do with their honeymoon and everything to do with the island, which Alistair had talked about in such glory during their tender moments of cuddling with one another and some more while he’d been getting ready.

In the common room, Zarik watched the man perform the magic. It didn’t look like much. He was just sitting there with his eyes closed… though now Zarik knew that Alistair had the ability to make difficult things look very easy. He stayed quiet, wondering what was going on as there was nothing but silence. Then, a watery portal burst open, from seemingly nowhere, behind Alistair. Zarik’s eyes widened at the sight. He made a quiet “oooh” sound.

Alistair took his hand and Zarik swiftly told him, “It’s beautiful.” He referred to the portal. He squeezed the other man’s hand, not noticing that they were being watched, and he followed Alistair through the portal with a thrill and only slight apprehension. He knew what to expect, the mage having briefed him on the process. It went as quickly as jumping between rooftops. And suddenly, Quacia was gone and all around them were the visions and sounds of nature. Zarik felt his stomach cramp, and his face pale, but he didn’t care. It was nothing; just another first: another round of pain to obtain bliss.

Zarik held an arm over his waist and breathed in deeply. And again. He hadn’t been around true nature in years. The biqaj visibly trembled, though whether it was from the nausea or the overwhelm or both, it wasn’t clear. Zarik let go of Alistair’s hand and he moved away almost immediately after the man had spread his arms out in greeting to the island. He went to a nearby tree, placed a hand on the bark, and bounced onto the balls of his feet.

The sensation that he was about to vomit passed. Zarik looked over his shoulder, at his husband, glancing at the glimmer on the signet ring and then looking back at his matching ring. He grinned, the smile hurting his cheeks for how powerful it was.

He nodded to the rhetorical questions, still caressing the tree with his fingers, still breathing in deeply. Through the forest, he could sense an ocean breeze drifting from many directions. Zarik rested his forehead against the bark. While Alistair had almost cried, but regained his composure, Zarik did not display such restraint.

Impulsively, he grabbed onto a low branch and lifted himself up to stand on it. He cheerfully laughed as he surveyed the area, then looked down at Alistair with tear-filled eyes of yellow and rose pink irises.

As quickly as he had climbed, he leapt down and ran to Alistair. He purposefully fell into the other man, his arms wrapping around his neck, and he kissed him. He ravished the mage with kisses aplenty, all over his face. Tears rolled down his blushing cheeks. He drew back, sniffling and momentarily turning shy and embarrassed as he wiped his face dry with the back of his hand.

“I don’t deserve this,” he said in an overwhelmed loud voice as words tumbled out. “I’ve done nothing close to earn it. Why are you so generous? Why?! You- make- me- feel- so... much! Alistair…” he whined the name, his statement punctuated by gulps for breath, and then he promptly sobbed against the larger man’s shoulder.

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Zarik's reaction to the portal had almost gone entirely unnoticed, as the magister was overwhelmed by the glory of the environment around them. Only when Zarik first sprung onto the branch could the magister's eyes set away from the foliage, as he watched his spouse ascend, only to peer back at him with tears filling his eyes. The colors of affection and calm colored them in, bringing a joy to the mage's heart, though the tender moment paused for a trill as he excitedly braced for his lover's leap, Zarik descending from the branch only to sprint into him. The mage eagerly took him into his arms, bringing them together with a firm hold around the small of his back as Zarik lovingly kissed him. He was crying, and blushing, and...

Alistair couldn't help but smile. He was so cute - so affectionate. The mage leaned forward to kiss him back, but as he moved halfway, the other expressed a thing he could only classify as confusion. He yelled, wondering why Alistair had done... probably everything. More than just this vacation of theirs, but the marriage, the visit to his home... all of his many graces. But then, he wondered if Zarik included the bad things he'd done, too. Withholding information about his other husband... rushing things along so as to keep him by his side. The mage's eyes stilled, gaze narrowing as he looked to him with a small smile. He brought him in close, allowing Zarik to sob onto him as the larger mage eclipsed his form, attempting to shield him from the coastal winds.

"Come on now, love," he said, softly. "Of course you deserve it. This is not me... gifting anything to you; this is our life together, now that we're married. What's mine is yours, and where one of us goes, the other follows," the mage stated, pressing Zarik into his chest as he kissed him softly on the forehead. It was truly a serene moment, to be here with him surrounded by... much more of what the world had to offer. There was so much more that they could see with one another. So much to do.

"Little Rose," he called him, a moniker now that he was a Venora, "You'll see our true home one day - where we belong. A place of gardens that never end, and of valleys with lakes of petals and ivy-covered hamlets, filled with vintners and jewelers in tandem. That place, Venora, is far more beautiful than even this. But... we can make do with this... you know? I thought you might enjoy it, even though it's... trifling in the scope of all our world bears. I'm glad that you like it after all," Alistair grinned, kissing him more, and softly with affirming pecks across the surface of his skin. His face then shifted, glancing to the side, to look upon the moderately sized log cabin that stood before them. Perhaps they could go inside, and see how it looked, or...

No. Zarik seemed at home in all the nature, and with all that physicality excited him, the mage wondered how they might enjoy the outdoors together. And so, he posed to him a query.

"What would you like to do, my love? We can go anywhere - do anything. We won't get a chance to explore nature like this again... not for some time," he said. Perhaps not until they were back in Rynmere, and what a long journey that would be, from south to north. A long journey indeed.
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responded as he would: affectionate, kind, even humble. And Zarik continued to sob. Once he had started, it felt like he could never stop such an outpouring of all the emotions that’d been roiling around inside of him for the past day. He barely felt the kiss to his forehead. He brought his arms down, away, so that he could cover his damp face with both his hands. His shoulders lost their posture, curled forward, and he violently hiccupped as his breath got caught between the sobs.

He heard the moniker, and it took him out of his crying for a brief moment. He spread his fingers, peeking through them to look at the other man while keeping his face hidden behind his hands. …our true home… Zarik hiccupped and sniffled. He listened to the description of the gardens and the hamlets and… he started to sob again. Alistair kissed him along his hairline. Zarik’s crying steadied. He lowered his hands and accepted more of the kisses. Though he hiccupped involuntarily still, the tears had mostly stopped except for a heavy droplet breaking free to roll down his silvery-blue blushed cheeks.

Zarik watched the nobleman with a strange expression, his eyes – iridescent while listening to Alistair talk - fully open and lined with the dewy lashes, and a slight part between his pale pink lips as he tried to restrain his hiccups, but also breathe a steady stream of oxygen. He was, for the most part, fascinated by the mage. Deeply fascinated, to the depths of infatuation, and he felt a trembling fright through his innards, rising into his stomach, and coiling around his heart to squeeze it until he felt like crying again.

What would you like to do, my love? Zarik’s lips and brows contorted, threatening more sobs though he remained silent from them. He shook his head and warded the impulse away. anywhere… do anything…

“O-oh,” said Zarik hesitantly, speaking only because he was aware he’d said nothing at all since his foolish shouts. He took a couple steps away from the other man, then turned around in a full circle to look at everything around them. His gaze lifted to the forest canopy. He watched a small flock of birds fly past, following their path with the turn of his body. Zarik smiled slightly, wearily, and then he pulled off his vest. He removed his shirt, tossing them both to the ground. Shirtless, he glanced at Alistair and said, “Let’s go for a run and learn what there is to see. Would you like that?”

And though he asked, he didn’t wait to hear an answer.

Instead, Zarik’s feet lifted with ease and he took off into a sprint through the trees. The terrain was vastly different than Quacia and reminded him of the more rural areas he’d traveled as a young teen. He hopped over roots. He grabbed onto branches to help direct his momentum. The ground was not even, it bumped and rolled in both gentle and steep slopes. Parts were wet and others dry, and every step required a new sense of landing, a quickening of familiarity so as to not trip or collide with something. His breath devoured the natural oxygen, the scent of the trees and moss and grasses underneath.

Zarik did not come to a stop until he was drenched in sweat and only then, to climb a tree he’d found. It was a giant trunk with many branches, but the leaves were soft. He scrambled up the branches as if they were an odd zigzagged ladder, finding his way to a mid-way branch where he could look out and see the surrounding water past the forest line. Zarik widely straddled the thick branch. He grinned and gave a shout of excitement at the sight, as if calling out to the sea, then looked down to see if Alistair had followed him or not.

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He followed him, excitedly, then. Running across the forest floor, though he paced himself so as to let his young lover lead, rather than pressing himself far beyond him. He looked through the forest as he stepped, the sunlight still shining above through whatever gaps lied within the trees. He felt the warmth of that sun upon his skin, a feeling yet unknown to him to such an extent for a long time. They'd chosen a perfect trial to go.

And Zarik was so happy. He wondered, truthfully, why he was so happy... considering everything. Alistair had told him what he thought would be... truly debilitating news; the destruction of what they had. He'd also told him some wonderful things, though - some good things. And they'd had a great time with one another. He supposed, maybe, that his lover's anger over Alistair's withheld words did not seem to outmatch - or even come close to outmatching - the bond they'd built together, and through such a short spat of time. Running through the forest with him, and watching him ascend the tree above, made the magister feel attuned to him on a level beyond the emotional or physical. Spiritually attuned.

He quickly joined him, sprinting forward as he acrobatically leapt to the center of the tree, his foot seeming to balance perfectly on the bark before he rebounded upwards, jumping from the surface until his hand caught a branch, high in the air. He was quick, and his leaps were incredibly high. Alistair had yet to show his young lover all of his acrobatic prowess, but decided not to embellish it all too much, anyhow; he had no intention of making him feel insecure.

With Zarik, despite their gaps and differences, he still felt like an equal. The magister quickly mounted the branch, behind Zarik, pulling him back closer to the tree so that the base of the branch could more easily support their weight. Then, he took him in close to his body, and looked around through their aerial view. The island below was truly stunning, and he'd read that it was simply Quacia's old ecology that resided here. It was a shame; it appeared the Kingdom had been a beautiful place, once.

Looking around, he saw a mountain at the center of the island, peering out through the ground and ascending into the sky. There were small homes along the edges, and one building that looked similar to that of a noble estate, near the summit. On the edges, there appeared to be fishing villages and other places - beaches, coves, small harbors here and there. The mage caught sight of a den of murky material on one end, cringing as he realized it was a Saltfetcher dominion. No place was truly free of danger, he supposed, though they'd need to be sure to avoid that place.

Pointing towards one particularly pleasant looking beach area, surrounded by cliffs on both sides and stretching out from a small village, he spoke quietly to his lover as he kept his now-shirtless spouse close. "There," he whispered, rubbing Zarik's chest amorously. "We'll go there tomorrow morning. For now... we'll go to the cabin. It's all wood - and the furniture's wood. And pelts. Two things that are rare here; I can't wait to see," he said, excitedly. Alistair then pulled himself back slightly, pulling one leg carefully off of the branch so that he sat upon it from the side, his rear pressed into the wood, before he took a firm grip of the branch beside it and then dropped, landing easily onto his feet without any apparent recoil.

"Be careful," he said, not quite advising his lover to do the same. "Come with me, back to where we came through. I want to show you the glorious place I've reserved for us," the mage smiled warmly, beckoning his wife to come down as he headed towards their temporary estate.
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kept up with him easily. Zarik was distracted with his own balance as he sprinted over the forest floor, and soon the vision of the island from the high vantage point he’d gotten to on the giant tree. But he noticed how high and how quickly Alistair bounded up the tree. He thought little of it, however. By now, it was yet one more thing that made the magister amazingly talented. Zarik didn’t believe he knew a single person who possessed so much ability as his Alistair did.

When he felt the other man behind him, the strong arms grasp around his waist, Zarik leaned into the embrace. He nestled affectionately. A small noise of contentment escaped him. Physically, he felt sore but energized. Endorphins flooded his system along with the intoxicating pheromones of his lover. Mentally, he was enraptured by the nature that he hadn’t been around for years, not since arriving to Quacia… and even longer when it came to the blue waters he saw past the sandy beaches. Over a decade since he’d been in an ocean… The shared moment, on the tree with Alistair, felt fulfilling in every way. He sighed, closed his eyes, and rested against his husband.

Zarik opened his eyes when he felt a nudge. Alistair pointed in a direction and he followed the gesture, looking at the stretch of beach. He smiled, wiggled his hips against the other as the human caressed his chest. He turned slightly, twisting at the waist, to look at the man behind him. Zarik shared his smile, his eyes iridescent with blissful love. He nodded eagerly in agreement to the plan for their night and morning together on the first eve of their honeymoon.

Alistair moved away, then dropped down from the branch in a way that made Zarik’s heart pause in beating. He placed a hand over his chest, then exhaled when the man simply spoke to him with ease after such a landing. Zarik laughed and shook his head at the warning to be careful. He stuck out his tongue in a youthful gesture. Despite his teasing response, Zarik lowered himself down by following the same path he’d used to climb up the tree. He hurried to catch up with Alistair. Once he had, he took a tight hold of the mage’s hand and followed him to their secret cabin in the woods.

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The fact that Zarik can *almost* eke out proper emotion from Alistair is impressive. Cute little lovebirds running about the forest. Y'all know secret cabins usually have serial killers in them right? Anywho, well done, you did a good job on pacing it and not letting dialogue bog it down.

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    1. Climbing: Upwardly springing into a grip
    2. Climbing: Rebounding and leaping as a way to advance
    3. Climbing: Seating oneself upon a ledge
    4. Climbing: Using running for momentum to scale objects
    5. Climbing: Landing from a height safely
    6. Climbing: Managing a landing on your feet
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    1. Acrobatics: Leaping down and landing into a sprint (short height).
    2. Climbing: Using branches to get up a tree.
    3. Climbing: Following the same path to get back down.
    4. Running: Sprinting over forest terrain.
    5. Running: The joy of running with another person.
    6. Running: Not tripping over roots.
    7. Running: Not colliding with trees.
    8. Meditation: Discovering the calm of a beautiful view while in a lover’s arms.
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    1. Alistair: Enjoys Nature.
    2. Alistair: Doesn't mind when I cry.
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