12th Saun, 718
In the early breaks of the morning, as they lay awake together, Zana had spoken to Theo in a more serious way than was her usual. First, she'd told him that she'd arranged for Ses'ka to be at the restaurant where she and Wyllum were going out on a date the next evening. "I hate the idea of you eating alone in a room I'm in," she'd said, most genuinely. So, his new girlfriend would be there oh what a surprise and, she teased, "You two can play footsie under the table while Wyllum and I are the height of decorum." She'd rolled her eyes at that, but said nothing. There was something on her mind, it had been obvious from the get go, after all. "I find it odd," she'd whispered, moonlight all they had to see by and her nose touching his, "to consider you chaperoning me on a date. It unnerves me slightly that sometimes, we do this a little too well." Then, she'd grinned like a cat who'd just been served a bowl of cream. "Not, this, we do this just well enough and there's always room for improvement. From you." Her kiss told a different story and she lingered there before she continued. "You're not my brother. Don't ever forget it and don't you dare do anything unforgivable like fall in love." Playfully, she bit his lower lip. "You just remember what has no fury, Theo." Zana didn't like this, not one bit, but she had grown to accept that she was attached to Theo. That he had the capacity to hurt her and, in fact, that she gave it to him. She took it no further than that, and she rarely spoke about it at all. Doing so, even now when they were alone and in each others arms, unnerved her. Zana Delroth didn't do vulnerable, after all. So, she pulled herself close to him and decided to focus on other things which were, she would maintain, much more interesting.
And then, she'd acted like the conversation had never happened. She had no wish to dissect it, to pull it apart. She didn't even want to think about it, but he needed to know - or she needed to tell him. So she had. And now he knew that and they could ignore it. So, with a perfunctory knock at the door, she'd more or less skipped into Theo's study. "Are you ready? I'm ready. How do I look?" She did a twirl, a wide smile on her face. Her dress was more mature than usual, although still very much of a conservative type. Black and gathered in at the waist with a low neckline which had been laced loosely together to ensure it was modest, it still was an adult woman's dress, and in black high heels and with just the right make up, she looked more like a woman going on a date than she ever had before. It was, of course, a tactic and one that Zana knew well. Dressing to seduce was a long way away yet, with Wyllum, but she had played the innocent girl long enough and he was intrigued by her. Time to have a hint of the woman dearest Wyllumbelieved he was going to shape her into.
Poor idiot man, she thought.
"The slave that Ses'ka is letting us try out helped me," Zana said, waving her hand dismissively, "I forget her name, but she's good with make up. She'll teach me, I'm sure." One eyebrow raised as she considered what else the slave was 'teaching' her. In order to ensure that they had good relationships with Ses'ka's family and as an excuse to have Zana meet Wyllum, Theo had decided ~ as the big brother he was pretending to be ~ that Zana would have two slave to help prepare her for married life. In their quiet moments together, when Theo had asked her how that scenario was working out, Zana had informed him in no uncertain terms that, if these were the best slaves Viden had to offer, he was marrying into the right family and would be able to make a killing. Her assessment was full of words like "bumpy" and "stuttering" and really, she didn't seem very impressed. By day, of course, she'd been quiet, a little more reserved than usual and had blushed furiously when Theo and the slave were in the same room. But, being the well bred noble creature that she was, she'd said absolutely nothing.
"I've never been on an actual date Theo. What if I say the wrong thing? I wish mother were here to give me advice." She breathed in and looked at him, critically. "Should I.. I don't know, should I wear a flower, or might he bring one? It's all so new here, and I've never done this before." She smiled as she realised that she was repeating herself. "Will you be listening? Can we have a system where you scratch your ear if I'm saying or doing the wrong thing?" She was teasing him, but in this role she was playing, it was only mostly.
"Oh, we have to go, we might be late." There was, of course, no chance of that if they crawled and he'd better make her wait a while so that they didn't show up needlessly early and she looked needy. But Zana was very, very aware that these slaves which Ses'ka had so kindly loaned Theo to help teach his sister were on loan and would, she did not doubt, report back. So even more on her guard than usual. "Oh, Theo, what if he doesn't like me?"
Ergh. Needy was simply pathetic.
And then, she'd acted like the conversation had never happened. She had no wish to dissect it, to pull it apart. She didn't even want to think about it, but he needed to know - or she needed to tell him. So she had. And now he knew that and they could ignore it. So, with a perfunctory knock at the door, she'd more or less skipped into Theo's study. "Are you ready? I'm ready. How do I look?" She did a twirl, a wide smile on her face. Her dress was more mature than usual, although still very much of a conservative type. Black and gathered in at the waist with a low neckline which had been laced loosely together to ensure it was modest, it still was an adult woman's dress, and in black high heels and with just the right make up, she looked more like a woman going on a date than she ever had before. It was, of course, a tactic and one that Zana knew well. Dressing to seduce was a long way away yet, with Wyllum, but she had played the innocent girl long enough and he was intrigued by her. Time to have a hint of the woman dearest Wyllumbelieved he was going to shape her into.
Poor idiot man, she thought.
"The slave that Ses'ka is letting us try out helped me," Zana said, waving her hand dismissively, "I forget her name, but she's good with make up. She'll teach me, I'm sure." One eyebrow raised as she considered what else the slave was 'teaching' her. In order to ensure that they had good relationships with Ses'ka's family and as an excuse to have Zana meet Wyllum, Theo had decided ~ as the big brother he was pretending to be ~ that Zana would have two slave to help prepare her for married life. In their quiet moments together, when Theo had asked her how that scenario was working out, Zana had informed him in no uncertain terms that, if these were the best slaves Viden had to offer, he was marrying into the right family and would be able to make a killing. Her assessment was full of words like "bumpy" and "stuttering" and really, she didn't seem very impressed. By day, of course, she'd been quiet, a little more reserved than usual and had blushed furiously when Theo and the slave were in the same room. But, being the well bred noble creature that she was, she'd said absolutely nothing.
"I've never been on an actual date Theo. What if I say the wrong thing? I wish mother were here to give me advice." She breathed in and looked at him, critically. "Should I.. I don't know, should I wear a flower, or might he bring one? It's all so new here, and I've never done this before." She smiled as she realised that she was repeating herself. "Will you be listening? Can we have a system where you scratch your ear if I'm saying or doing the wrong thing?" She was teasing him, but in this role she was playing, it was only mostly.
"Oh, we have to go, we might be late." There was, of course, no chance of that if they crawled and he'd better make her wait a while so that they didn't show up needlessly early and she looked needy. But Zana was very, very aware that these slaves which Ses'ka had so kindly loaned Theo to help teach his sister were on loan and would, she did not doubt, report back. So even more on her guard than usual. "Oh, Theo, what if he doesn't like me?"
Ergh. Needy was simply pathetic.